2009年10月31日星期六

现在是00.42

忽然间的一个测试真的让我乱了思绪...
你很坏,
真的很坏!
你的测试是出自于你想知道我的答案吗?
还是纯粹想知道我怎么想...
我是否已经错过什么了?有吗?
答案已经在老早以前就说出来了,
不过你却给了我一个这样的测试~~~
还说已经知道答案,
那是什么呢?
为甚麽不说,
怎么问都不说?
我已经选择坦诚了...
你呢?
难道一切就只是我想太多吗?
还是从一开始我就已经走错了呢?
你的答案是否与我的一样?
是我想的那样吗?
我已经提起最大勇气问你了,
你还是不说...

原来你心里一直想知道的事情与我一样…即使你回复了,还是......算了,就等你准备好了再告诉我!

2009年10月30日星期五

一切来得太突然了!

这两天的我觉得很累~
一瞬间似乎发生了很多很多事,
一切都是在没有预料中的~~~
先是他的妈妈进院动手术,
而且危险性挺高的...
在同一天的夜晚也在线上得知一位朋友去世了~~~
原来之前也发生过车祸,
不过已经康复出院了...
目前为止还是没有一位朋友知道他到底是发生了什么事~~~
一切来得太突然了!
我们根本一点心理准备都没有...
虽然与他没什么交集,
可是也曾经一起实习过,
他是一位满搞笑的朋友...
总是会带给其他人带来欢乐!
很可惜~~~
知道了这一个消息的时候,
我简直不敢相信是真的!
心里就像被什么揪着一样!

“朋友,安息吧!”




放学回家的途中,
天空是灰暗色的,
下起了绵绵细雨...
这样的天气仿佛就是我今天的心情,
也似乎在与我们一起哀悼着这位朋友!
心情更难过~~~
还是祝福他一路好走!


最近的压力太大了,
忙着大考还有最后一份任务,
几乎都没有透气的空间!
很想很想很想找个地方发泄,
已经憋了好几个星期,
就算只让我大喊出来就好了,
至少可以轻松一下!


大考就快到,第一学期也即将画上句点!又是时候准备进入下一个学期的挑战了...那是更艰难的,挑战性高的~希望能一一克服吧!

2009年10月25日星期日

想你了~~~

忽然想念一个人~
刚刚看了她的部落格,
知道天气转凉了,
她近来好吗?
似乎被课业忙坏了吧!
看见她的部落说写的东西,
又再次让我感觉到,
“好友,你近来好吗?似乎好一段时间没与你闲聊了~我很想你!”
很想与你分享最近的一切,
有好多的事情都在毫无防备的时候发生了~~~
有的时候我会很生气,
不过我会收起来不让其他人看见~~~
有的时候会找朋友发泄...
只不过发泄过后还是得面对!
最近我只觉得很累,
每一天上课,赶课业,
几乎没有一秒可以停下...
熊猫眼也渐渐浮现了~~~糟糕!!!
再过三个星期就可以轻松了~~~
加油吧!

2009年10月23日星期五

Prom at 22.10.2009

Sexy & Suave's Prom night was fun on that day~~~Since the classes started and we just keep rushing for those assignment.i felt that we totally dint relax such a few month ald...But that night i think everyone was going fun and crazy...Its was the Prom which i felt that quite ok,is better then the Prom i went b4...

The dinner was in Chinese style and that is the set dinner...The question come out on my mind,izzit the food will suit for everyone?I donno...But 1 of my friend was totally cant eat at all of becoz of she is the vegetarian... The Prom start wif a dance which is quite nice and everyone was concern of that performance...and after that was the lucky draw...I get a Sunsilk hamper,haha~~~The prom was getting fun since got 2 guys singing on the stage...one of the guy was singing the chinese song"童话" and he is Indian.He sang the song very nice and i think everyone was touch of that...

One of the friend was make me think of someone that oso funny like him...We had goes to the prom 2gether and he is the one who keep make us fun on that night...now i met a friend like him in KDU...haha~~~We had enjoy the dinner and the show in the whole night!!!Even the lecturer oso get drunk since the Vodka had served out and he had keep asking of that b4 the prom start...That was so funny~~~Since the Vodka served out and most of them was enjoy for it...During the dinner time,there got few times of lucky draw,and most of the student and lecturer were get the present...I can said everything was better then the prom i went before...There oso the Prom King and Prom Queen and they are really look nice that night.









The party was end with the song “重来”that sang by a SHTCA member.That was nice and everybody want him 2 encore…haha^^Then the rocking time was started and the dance floor was open to all students and lecturer…I like the music and environment, coz its totally took away all the pressure in my mind tat time…

2009年10月20日星期二

Dinner at YUZU restaurant 19.10.09

That was a enjoyable dinner for me...Such a long time i din't gather and chit-chat wif them!We had planned the dinner since last week but it keep delay coz of our coursework and work... And i know that they gt other purposes to go there for dinner...Well~we had our dinner in YUZU Japannese restaurant and there is where he work...

We reached there is around 8smthg...He had reserved a table for us and that was a nice view over there. After we ordered the food and they keep question and question me...Ok,i answer all,but i cant even know the answer some of the question... He had come over our table and chit chat wif us... That was the 1st time he meet wif my secondary school's friends and he had share a lot of his working experience wif them... What they keep talking about is me...Ya,i donno how 2 refute them and i juz can said"u all win liao lo!!!"Haha~~~Even he oso talked same thing wif them><








TEMPURA


After the dinner,he told me that we still got the dessert...But we take it after few minute~~~ For the dessert was a scope of green tea ice cream,a cake and some fruits~~~ Ok,mine 1 is gt a bit special wif other since my friend told me then i onli realize of tat... We are enjoy and keep discuss the same topic...


We had chit-chat in the restaurant until 11pm and we are the last guests. I know that i'm totally relax myself tonite...Becoz of the funny friends and the dinner was going fun and abit crazy too...

I get to know somethings from a best friend...maybe i should try on that..."Hui Mei,trust me,u should do tat,go ahead!i felt the answer is yes!"Wan, i'm really affected of what you told me juz now and i willing 2 go for it,but please giv me sometime..."Same as whats happen to you,i hope that you can have the new life and please release urself...Bless You!

2009年10月14日星期三

依然存在着!

已经累得不想说话,
不想再看着烦人的课业!
只想让自己静静的,
不受任何的影响~~~
除了...~~~~~~以外已经没有其他词可以形容了!
现在真的很讨厌!
很想~真的想
狠狠地,放肆的发泄出来...
很想让自己任性一次~就一次~~~

脑袋是空空的,
就是压力死赖着不走!
眼皮已经累得撑不开了却还是得撑,
放肆的喊出来是我现在最想做的事!
已经憋了好长一段时间,
每一次就只能对着部落发泄,
对着朋友倾诉!


渐渐地已经不是别人倾述的对象,
而是自己需要一个倾诉的对象...
心情垃圾桶始终还是抵不过垃圾溢满的那一天,
始终得倒出来!

2009年10月12日星期一

erm...no idea~~~

心里的想法往往都是大胆的,
只可惜又有多少人会真正做到心里想的那样呢?
最近似乎一点都不平静...
好多好多的事情得做!
任务一个接着一个,
根本连透气的空间也没有~
连续熬了两个星期的夜晚,
情绪起伏更大!
对着未完成的课业,
根本就无法好好休息!
即使想休息,
到了床上还是,
想发泄的时候却找不到一个适合的地方...
很想放肆的喊出来~~~
可是...在哪里?
累了就躺在床上休息~~~
不过脑袋却是满满一堆东西!
真正的了解到无论课业或工作都会有压力的...
只是面对的问题不一样!


看到的和学到的的东西变广了,
一些从未面对过的事情,
渐渐地...心里的想法也不再偏激~~~
会尝试放开,
接受一些自己从未尝试的事物!
想法与心智不同了...
知道很多事情不能强求,
即使努力过后还是没办法达成,
只能祈求下一个机会的到来...
只要自己努力过就不会有遗憾啦!



最近一直在问自己同一个问题,
是或不是?
不过我得不到答案!
一个很简单的问题,
答案却深不可测!
其他人都看出来了,
可是我却还在与是与否战争着!

2009年10月7日星期三

Dinner in college...

Something talked out by other people,izzit better then we talked ourselve?Maybe...Yesterday my class was end quite early,and i had date wif 2 friends...I had meet them in Mid Valley-YUZU retaurant that is where Alex work in.Reach around 4smthg and i saw Richie chatting wif Alex.2 of them are so free and juz chit-chat over there...such a long time dint meet up wif Richie,but had no different oso...



Alex's manager had come over to join us while we are chatting...His manager suddenly asked a question and its really embarrassed...By the way,we had no talked anything,and i donno tat is whether default or deny...Once again I gt the same feeling~~~But since now each other still keep,i used it...Alex was keep scolding and comment alot while we are on the way 2 the Flamingo college.I had used to it but Richie was keep cool down him and advice him...Haha~~~That was funny! Was our junior doing a buffet dinner and we had get invited...I met alot junior that study 2gether b4...While the buffet started,its made me remind a lot memory during last time...During i practical wif classmate and junior and oso DCA19 which is our senior...that time was fun and we gt lot of memory during practical time...it was crazy and relax!^^And while we saw tat out junior having the practical over there,we ourselve will have the comment to them...


The food is juz ok,but Richie had show tat funny expression tat make me cant imagine how "Nice"tat food...but i had try it,its juz can be said as"so so"but we understand they all are juz new intakr student,but some of the food are ok...I juz cant laughing bcoz of Richie keep show me the face...We met the principle and chef in college oso...Thought tat we will back late tat night,but we had left in 9pm...after send Richie home and during the way 2 my home,i saw tat Alex's both eyes almost close up...and he told me he used 2 it,coz every night he was like tat.While i heard of it i had get shock...It was so dangerous!And i had abit worry about him~~~He was going bac alone every night and in sleepy situation...So i had keep told him becareful!

I had dint relax long long time ald...so i had dint think anything for tat night,and i just enjoyed wif my friend in the dinner~~~

2009年10月6日星期二

Recently...

The mid autumn festival juz pass by...but i not really enjoyed for tat day><

Recently really have not enough sleep and we still got lot of assgn nid 2 do...not even can take a good rest or juz stop for awhile...Everyone was stress enough><

Can felt tat my temper recently quite bad...i cant control it well...But for sure i wont stretch out straight,and i onli keep it...i will trying 2 do other things 2 divert my attention...sometime i used 2 juz put on my ear phone and turn on the music loudly...tat onli music in my mind and i won think of other...I know tat if i'm moody,everything cant be done well...So must be control it as well...

Wish to have a long long period of sleep,so can get back all the spirit!

2009年10月2日星期五

可以消失吗?

已经忙了几乎两个星期,
还是那么多的任务还没赶完!
最近压力真的太大了,
很想很想~~~~~停下来休息一下!
很累!
压力也没停止过><

连续好几天都赶功课至凌晨,
第二天又得一大早起床去上课...
每一个起床的早上,
都是迷迷糊糊的,
有的时候头很重,
根本不想从被窝里爬起来!


现在真的真的很烦,
控制不了自己的思绪,
我很想冲出屋外大声发泄出来...
啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊..................很烦啊!
我不希望明天的到来,
不想...不要...
“你”可以从我脑海中从我眼前消失吗?
我不想看到“你”! ><