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2011年7月12日星期二

07.12.2011

我想告诉自己,
是时候踏出那一步了,
不要再浪费时间...
或许如你口中说的那样,
我是一直在逃避,
逃避那现实的生活所会带来的烦恼。
可是现在不能再逃避了,
也没有理由在逃避~
我接受了一切。

自己的脑袋里的想法往往需要时间去实践,
慢慢的我会做到的。
现在我只要让自己学习基础,
将来的话,就会更有信心去实现自己所想的...

为了要减轻您的负担,
不想您这么的困扰,
不想每次看见你们烦恼公司的事而自己却什么也帮不上忙
希望自己真的能帮得上一点点的忙!!!


其实想想,
就好像之前上课时的我,
只是在于要去或不去之间,
一旦决定了就别后悔!

加油加油!!!^_^

2010年12月7日星期二

久违的部落格!

看来我还是不怎么懂得打理自己情绪。
往往以为一切往肚子里吞,
一觉醒来后就会什么事都过去了。
其实都不会是那一回事!
告诉过自己该学习接受和承受一切了,
可是总会有撑不了的一霎那!
之后呢...还是得收拾心情坦然面对~~~


刺痛的心交织在一个难以入眠的夜晚,
不喜欢也很厌恶这一种心情!


已经是好一段时间没有以部落格抒发了,
想想之前的自己也是以这种方式发泄的...
把心情打成文字,
把所有脑袋里的“垃圾”统统丢进部落格里,
过后就会是轻松的...

告诉自己没事了,别想太多就好了^^

2010年6月26日星期六

after the month~~~

I have such a time dint write over here...maybe i used to be talked out rather then type out now...is having my sem break now~~~sometimes will goes out wif him,juz have a dinner and walk around...i finally can relax my mind and nothing will stress me...Sometimes i will keep think about how can i gone through last semester???that was busy and make me crazy enough!!!The life is totally different like 1st semester,that was tough~Sometimes i really tried to release the pressure,but i had fail to do so...Everything had keep in my mind and hard to removed....

Complicated things had all gone~~~

Yesterday i had chat with a best friend...She is not in the mood as i will always listened to her... Know her feeling well, but i know that was something that can't be avoid and must faced it also...As i always told others friends the same thing, "Something cant be avoid, we can just let it be!" ~~~ Just relax, Xue Wei...there is always something can be solve,just let it be~~~

I like to think so much recently...is about my result...maybe i still same as last time,cant even relax while i think about that,and i used to juz stretch to him...He will always cheers me up just donwan me to think so much..."Thanks,my Dear^^"...


2010年5月26日星期三

真的是极点了!!!

睡到自然醒,已经是好久好久都没这种感觉了~~~昨天晚上很早就爬上床,哭过之后的感觉是累的...疲惫的双眼不允许我再继续其他东西,可是当时的我是已经放松了!打从晚餐了,在车上发泄出来之后,心情是轻松不少!


我大概是一个不善于发泄的人,即使真的很想,即使到了极点,还是可以“死命忍”!我喊不出来,可是我的眼泪告诉我“不要再撑了!”自然而然,它就流下了!这一次我有个肩膀可以依靠,我可以很放肆的哭,我毫无保留让眼泪流下...这个大笨蛋!!!其实没什么的,只是一时的情绪,一个晚上过去了,什么都丢了~~~



不喜欢忽然接到吩咐,忽然要我做某样东西可是却没给我一点心理准备!不过,还是只能接受~~~加油吧!!!



***再一次告诉了你此时的心情~~~或许真的到了极点了!!!这一个月,真的忙昏了头...忙完后是真的该好好休息了!我在期待着哪天是我该为这一切画上句号!***

2010年5月15日星期六

14.5.2010

That night was full of relax and happiness to me...Due to i'm keep stressing for my assignment tis few week,i had no gave myself a break and keep doing non stop. Someone was keep saying me is stubborn one...yes,i was admit that...hehe~~~


Yesterday,I were relax the whole night by hang out with him. Seriously,is the 1st time i felt that i'm really care by someone and i appreciate of what he did. I can share wat ever i want and no need to keep. Caring is always there and i really can get it from him...Is happy to be with him and wat he did for me was always surprise me... "Dear,thanks so much^^"






I had leave out all that thing that i donwan to think of , and will nv think of that again... Most of the time we juz simply let it be of smthg,so that we won't feel hard on that. Nowadays always busier with those assignmment and report. That was make me mad and stress enough... Just hope the time will pass quickly and everything will be settle down~~~

"Love is from heart,but for me,heart is juz pumping us the blood..."tis is what a cold joke that telling by my lecturer during the class...HAHA~~~