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07.12.2011

2011-07-12T16:08:00.002+08:00

我想告诉自己，

是时候踏出那一步了，

不要再浪费时间...

或许如你口中说的那样，

我是一直在逃避，

逃避那现实的生活所会带来的烦恼。

可是现在不能再逃避了，

也没有理由在逃避~

我接受了一切。

自己的脑袋里的想法往往需要时间去实践，

慢慢的我会做到的。

现在我只要让自己学习基础，

将来的话，就会更有信心去实现自己所想的...

为了要减轻您的负担，

不想您这么的困扰，

不想每次看见你们烦恼公司的事而自己却什么也帮不上忙

希望自己真的能帮得上一点点的忙!!!

其实想想，

就好像之前上课时的我，

只是在于要去或不去之间，

一旦决定了就别后悔！

加油加油!!!^_^

久违的部落格！

2010-12-07T16:00:00.003+08:00

看来我还是不怎么懂得打理自己情绪。

往往以为一切往肚子里吞，

一觉醒来后就会什么事都过去了。

其实都不会是那一回事！

告诉过自己该学习接受和承受一切了，

可是总会有撑不了的一霎那!

之后呢...还是得收拾心情坦然面对~~~

刺痛的心交织在一个难以入眠的夜晚，

不喜欢也很厌恶这一种心情！

已经是好一段时间没有以部落格抒发了，

想想之前的自己也是以这种方式发泄的...

把心情打成文字，

把所有脑袋里的“垃圾”统统丢进部落格里，

过后就会是轻松的...

告诉自己没事了，别想太多就好了^^

after the month~~~

2010-06-26T14:54:00.003+08:00

I have such a time dint write over here...maybe i used to be talked out rather then type out now...is having my sem break now~~~sometimes will goes out wif him,juz have a dinner and walk around...i finally can relax my mind and nothing will stress me...Sometimes i will keep think about how can i gone through last semester???that was busy and make me crazy enough!!!The life is totally different like 1st semester,that was tough~Sometimes i really tried to release the pressure,but i had fail to do so...Everything had keep in my mind and hard to removed....

Complicated things had all gone~~~

Yesterday i had chat with a best friend...She is not in the mood as i will always listened to her... Know her feeling well, but i know that was something that can't be avoid and must faced it also...As i always told others friends the same thing, "Something cant be avoid, we can just let it be!" ~~~ Just relax, Xue Wei...there is always something can be solve,just let it be~~~

I like to think so much recently...is about my result...maybe i still same as last time,cant even relax while i think about that,and i used to juz stretch to him...He will always cheers me up just donwan me to think so much..."Thanks,my Dear^^"...

真的是极点了!!!

2010-05-26T09:52:00.002+08:00

睡到自然醒，已经是好久好久都没这种感觉了~~~昨天晚上很早就爬上床，哭过之后的感觉是累的...疲惫的双眼不允许我再继续其他东西，可是当时的我是已经放松了！打从晚餐了，在车上发泄出来之后，心情是轻松不少！

我大概是一个不善于发泄的人，即使真的很想，即使到了极点，还是可以“死命忍”！我喊不出来，可是我的眼泪告诉我“不要再撑了！”自然而然，它就流下了！这一次我有个肩膀可以依靠，我可以很放肆的哭，我毫无保留让眼泪流下...这个大笨蛋!!!其实没什么的，只是一时的情绪，一个晚上过去了，什么都丢了~~~

不喜欢忽然接到吩咐，忽然要我做某样东西可是却没给我一点心理准备！不过，还是只能接受~~~加油吧!!!

***再一次告诉了你此时的心情~~~或许真的到了极点了!!!这一个月，真的忙昏了头...忙完后是真的该好好休息了!我在期待着哪天是我该为这一切画上句号!***

14.5.2010

2010-05-15T12:29:00.006+08:00

That night was full of relax and happiness to me...Due to i'm keep stressing for my assignment tis few week,i had no gave myself a break and keep doing non stop. Someone was keep saying me is stubborn one...yes,i was admit that...hehe~~~

Yesterday,I were relax the whole night by hang out with him. Seriously,is the 1st time i felt that i'm really care by someone and i appreciate of what he did. I can share wat ever i want and no need to keep. Caring is always there and i really can get it from him...Is happy to be with him and wat he did for me was always surprise me... "Dear,thanks so much^^"

I had leave out all that thing that i donwan to think of , and will nv think of that again... Most of the time we juz simply let it be of smthg,so that we won't feel hard on that. Nowadays always busier with those assignmment and report. That was make me mad and stress enough... Just hope the time will pass quickly and everything will be settle down~~~

"Love is from heart,but for me,heart is juz pumping us the blood..."tis is what a cold joke that telling by my lecturer during the class...HAHA~~~

Gambateh^^

2010-04-26T22:05:00.004+08:00

I am not in the mood today,juz because of i saw my result and i felt dissapointed on it. I need to prove myself more on that ald...Even hard,but i must do it better...Well,is seriously no tat mood wanna talked and go lunch with friends,so i just stay in college and wait for the next class...

I know i have to avoid myself to expect too high,but i always fail to do so...as i always dissapointed of what i had thinking,because of the result will be different... Is the 1st time i'm like that after i study in degree...but i still need to face on that...stretch out to best friend and the friend told me to do my best next time. Just chatting with my dear and she cheers me up with some words...that was so appreciate...

Gambateh...which i need to hear of today~thank you so much,my dear^^

21.28 19/04/2010

2010-04-18T23:33:00.004+08:00

好不容易把一切丢开，
相比之下，
更喜欢现在的自己...
凡事都不必隐瞒，
凡事都可以很轻易的说出口~
这样的我很轻松！

每一天只为课业而烦恼，
不想让自己想多余的事情~
朋友的倾诉，
我聆听而不多加意见！
最近似乎发现了一些事情，
我不敢肯定也不敢向前，
大概是没信心吧！
也或许不想再面对相同的事情~
好友说我想多了，
有吗？我不知道！

习惯性做功课至深夜都不入睡，
习惯性在网上与他闲聊，
习惯性让自己诉出一切不愉快，
习惯性不再写出来~~~
习惯了就是习惯了！

明天的新加坡旅程，
没特别的心情，
也不怎么期待~
回来后有一叠的课业需要赶的…
旅行后需要做功课，
似乎没有一个人会喜欢吧！

加油吧！！！

一个倾诉者的聆听者

2010-04-04T16:31:00.004+08:00

之前总爱把一切事情收藏起来，现在已经习惯性不再把事情闷在心里~有的时候觉得，其实不必一个人承担那么多，说了出来真的好很多！很多的事情在不自觉的有了变化，开始是难过的...开始会责怪，会生气~~不过始终会有过去的一天！是因为需要有人分担才能如此轻松的抛开吧！

渐渐地不再把一切藏起来，习惯性向某人倾诉...之后的心情，纵使没有100%，却也已经将一半的不开心丢掉了！偶尔会想自私一点，只想倾诉而不是聆听~听众当久了，自己也需要一个聆听者！的却，我找到了~你，很有耐性的听我诉出一切，还会给与适当的意见~当听众的心情是需要耐性，需要仔细聆听，并且不会觉得闷！我怀着这一种心情聆听~可是，现在我做不到了，心烦意乱的什么都听不进去，告诉我什么都只是一片空白，我给不了意见！很多时候真的已经给耐性在听了，可是我真的什么都听不进...可以说，自己也很不冷静吧！

最近，无论遇到什么事情，只要是不开心的，我会找人诉出一切~我不会闷着，也不会选择写出来~~~直接发泄出来是真的好很多!!!是因为不必再藏起来独自承受，多了一个人分担的关系吗？也许是听某人说得多这一句话“说出来总比埋在心里好!”

很多的事情总会在你或无防备下就发生了！你避得了吗？你逃得掉吗？很难，的确很难~~~不过只要撑得过去，总会雨过天晴的！心境改变了，凡事往好的一方想的话，一切都会好起来~选择性让自己忙碌，什么都不想也是一个不错的方法！只要不超过就好了~~~要放下不容易，不过时间是最佳良药。

又有多少个人会愿意当那一个倾诉者的聆听对象呢？

Thanks for all the birthday blessing^^

2010-02-25T16:30:00.009+08:00

24.2 .2010

晚上与家人到了Kepong的一家泰国餐厅享用晚餐...已经好一阵子没吃泰国餐了~~~叫了一桌的泰国食物，还有Tom Yam Gong...真的很享受!!!这一个晚上有大饱口福~~~切蛋糕的当儿，心里想的一一浮现在脑海里...顺其自然就好了^^

一位好友的生日卡，有感动了我~你所写的都是我心里想的！就像你说的，我会试着让自己不想太多，即使是问号，我也会顺其自然的~这一个年龄似乎就在一瞬间就到了，真的很快！很多的东西都得学着拿得起放得下，不该太过固执的，该学着放手~这是一位好友告诉我的~

这第二份礼物，会好好收着的~谢谢你^^晚餐时的话，不必太在意，顺其自然就好~~~临睡前，十二点正。手机就开始响不停了，信息一封接着一封~几位好友的祝福有感动到我~真的真的很开心收到你们的祝福~~~一个关心的责骂，让我哭笑不得，音乐也很可爱（n_n）! (Thanks,Mei Kuan...don worry la,k?)

25.2.2010

已经踏入21岁，会是另一个阶段的开始了！也许不会有很大的变化，可是我知道，很多事情需要学着自己面对了！就像每一位朋友在信息里给与祝福之余还一再提醒我要放松自己，不可以让自己压力太大！我会的~有些事情还是得有耐性的，我知道不必太过强求，这样就会轻松很多~今天也收到一位在迪拜的好友的信息，有惊喜！ (Thank you,Wan^^)

***想什么都不重要了，一切顺其自然就好了~还是轻松点较好***

二十一岁生日~~~即使简单，不过对我来说还是特别的~大家的祝福我会记得的！^^

New Semester~

2010-02-10T16:47:00.003+08:00

新学期刚开始第一个月
就已经被一份又一份的任务压得喘不过气了~
是该好好分配了~~~
这一个学期比上一个学期更忙
好多好多的东西都堆在一起的
目前是还应付的来~~~
再过几天就是新年了，
可是我又“打败仗”了
难道就像你说的那样???或许吧！
最近好几个人都说我很固执，
即使已经撑不下去了还是固执的不放手
还是像头牛一样什么都听不进去
很多时候不是不听，
只是想尽快把手上的事物忙完~
我有试着轻松一下自己的咯！
你还说我一直在强迫自己...我有吗???
很多时候会被你们说的我无言以对
也许你们都说对了~
我会尝试改的~~~

三人约会~~~

2010-02-05T22:27:00.004+08:00

今天与两位好友的约会还挺不赖的~~~
第一次看3D电影-Avatar
带上那一副眼镜，
在电影中所看见的人与物都很真实！
影片中的景很漂亮~
即使不是现实世界
不过美丽画面一幕接着一幕呈现在眼前
电影中的斗争情节令我起了鸡皮疙瘩...
观赏了这一部电影，
才知道原来真的是他们所说的这么好看!!!

好一段时间没这么轻松了吧~~~
这两位好友让我看见什么是真正的友谊
更让我体会，
即使一个小小的承诺
尽管分割两地
还是可以让彼此间的友谊拉近~~~
即使是在开车或是在吃东西的他，
还是可以与她斗嘴的
午餐时他的一个幼稚动作
更是令我影响深刻~~~
我想...后座的人看见他那样也觉得怪怪的吧！
你下次就低调一点咯~呵呵！
看见两个人斗得这么起劲
是蛮有趣的~哈哈~
打从之前就是这个摸样，
我也已经习惯了！
哈哈~~~
要是哪天你们都静静的就真的很不自在了！

我等着下一次的约会^^
也许会有更多的火花!!!

Happy and Sad~~~

2010-01-29T16:15:00.003+08:00

Such a few weeks i dint come here and i was bzing wif sis's wedding and everything had been settle down last Sunday.I juz know my feeling was inarticulate.Same as parent and younger brother~Suppose shoukd be happy but our whole family was cry ald...is normal de^^During the wedding dinner time,i was so tired and juz ate the 1st and 2nd meal...then i had walk around 2 chat wif my friends and aunty uncle...i felt sorry that i have dint spend some of the time wif those friends...hope u all don mind~

I get to know something from you that i nv expect tat you will told me like tat...anyway,thx so much...and tat was fun^^

28/1 in the night time i was received a call from JC...He asked me"do you know Ming get into an accident?he now in coma and leg had broken!!!"I was shock while i get tis news and i almost cry...He is my junior and oso best friend that we had study,working,have fun 2gether...but now he in coma...i totally lost my mind tat time...at the next day i had goes hospital wif some friends to visit him,but the visit time had over and we juz can met wif his mom...While aunty told us how its happen and about Ming,i almost cant control myself,but luckily i can keep it...tat time Ming still in coma,so tat everyone was worrying...He ald coma in 2days...

I hv called 2 aunty juz now and i get the good news...Ming was wake up ald,but his emotional was out of control ...so tat doctor gav him an injection and let him fall asleep again...Hope tat he will accept the true and don ever blame to himselve...Bless him!!!Maybe will go visit him wif friends after he move 2 the general ward..."Ming,take a very good care and rest more~"

"Don't ever try to do something that will let u regret in the future!"This is what i get to know this few days...

Fight for the new semester!

2010-01-15T11:37:00.006+08:00

Starting to fight for the new semester and all of the assignment...Tis semester will be quite challenging and i think i can learn more things from it...We had discussing 2 trips during the classes,withing Malaysia and overseas.That was so intesresting activities and learning during a trip...That sure we are not go for holidays but for study and learning...

International trip we are going to Singapore and we will going by train and back by plane...Like what our lecturer told us,just wan all of us to get the experience on both transport...Other then tat,we will also stay in 2 different star's hotel...we need to know whats the different between both hotel of tat...And we will be giving a task during the trip in Sg and need 2 complete it and might hav a presentation in the night...Thats what i expecting to go for^^

Even i was sleep enough but donno t still in sleepy mood...hehe!!!Every morning was out from house around 6.45am tat still in dark,it was so early,but hv no choice...My class was starting in 8am daily...My timetable can said quite full,but luckily onli from Mon-Thurs^^I can rest for 3 days after those pack times...But all of the classes will start by next week,and must paid full attention in the class ald....pls don be sleepy!!!Especially the QM class...><

Just wish everything goes smooth in this new semester^^

Starting the new sem...

2010-01-11T16:28:00.005+08:00

After 1month break,now i'm going bac to the college and start the new life...Since 1 month dint wake up so early,but i still can woke up myself early in the morning~~~Ald 1 month dint drive through the road,was a bit jam 2day and its make me felt sleepy>. <

New semester is getting harder then last sem,like wat the Dr. Rod told us,"this subject is really hard and difficult..." I know i have to put more effort on this sem,coz of those subject are hard...Will try 2 do my best...Shouldn't think too much and juz go through all the classes shuld do^^

After finish class juz felt sleepy...i cant imagine how will be after this week,but i know will starting 2 busy for all the coursework and assignment...Is the 1st time teaching by this lecturer,maybe nid sometimes to used 2 it~~~Hope that i will "fall in love" with those subject la,hehe~~~

New sem might be getting harder,just do my best^^

Welcome 2010!

2009-12-31T23:33:00.004+08:00

New year is coming after few minute...Just wanna remember all the happiness and throw away the sadness in tis years...2010 maybe is a challenge year for me,but i hope that i can always do my best in everything~^^

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!!!

Let go???

2009-12-28T14:09:00.003+08:00

Feel that wanna write out smthg,but my mind was blank...I want to stretch out,want to release myself from that...not the 1st time i faced tat but i know it was hard for me to let it be...Is fall as sick almost 1 week,but i juz go to visit doctor today...I know i am stubborn one~~~

Something came to me without notices,it was hard...i cant even know how to face it and wat to do...While my friends asking me how to do,i can always talked out smthg to release them and told them how to...but i cant think for myself by this time?

Its look like so complicated...sometime we juz need to let go,then everythings will become easier~~~

00:55

2009-12-26T21:23:00.003+08:00

大礼已经过了，
也表示姐姐的结婚典礼就快到了！
一大早就看见姐夫的家人送了好多的东西过来~~~
生病了，
没什么特别的心情！
只知道自己的脑袋空空的~
我在想其他事情吗？的确！
我在想着他怎样了...
心情轻松了吗？

一个人在家，
耳根清净的时候，
脑袋是想很多...
看了卡片还是会哭...
或许已经感觉到你的心情吧！
不过我知道一切都需要时间的~

现在的我真的累了！
脑袋空空的，
已经没那精力想太多，
只想好好睡一觉，
也许明天起床后会好一些！
不管电话中的你，
还是面对着你，
我都可以感觉你一直在憋...
时间是最好的良药！

平安夜!!!

2009-12-25T12:08:00.002+08:00

复杂的心情伸缩在一个平安夜里！
那感觉难以形容~
知道你此刻的心情是怎样
不过我不会再问你
时间是最好的良药！
纵使我问得到的答案还是一样，
就让你冷静下来吧~
原来知道有个人守候这么久感觉是这样的
你的隐藏能力也不赖！
是我一直没发现而已~
这一个平安夜对我来说是心情复杂的一个夜晚
即使坦白了，
还是会觉得...
不是我没隐藏好自己的情绪，
是怕自己说错什么会伤害了你
这是我最不想的~
所以一直都是静静地

我知道坦白真的需要很大的勇气，
可是说了出来，
你好一点了吗？
只希望你真的ok!!!

你的心意我收到了，谢谢！

//ps.今年的平安夜，纵使有点尴尬，可是这一个夜晚是特别的！

是轻松了！！！

2009-12-17T19:26:00.006+08:00

原来很多事情，
只要不过于执着，
一切顺其自然就不会那么难过了~~~
是我太爱胡思乱想，
所以搞得自己那么累！
不过有的时候想太多是难免的吧...呵呵！

今天收到了学院寄来的成绩，
我已经逃避了几天，
害怕到学院看出炉的成绩...
不过今天是逃不过了！
手上的成绩...
自己凌乱的脑袋~~~
那时候的我几乎快透不过气来了...
把信封打开，
看了成绩的我是激动的！
我担心的是统统消失了！
全科都过关了~~~
第一件事就是拨电话告诉了爸爸...
所有的多心在一瞬间都消失了，
当时的我也开心得哭了！！！
傻傻的^^

今天下午也与他到了IKEA
看了很多的房间摆设与一些家具~~~
他想买房里的书架...
看了很多的款式，
总算看见了一个合自己心意的！
我们也在那里享用了下午茶
天啊！
今天是星期四耶，
怎么也没想到竟然也会那么多人~~~
虽然他还是说了同样的话，
可是我不再理会了！
就当是让他发泄吧~~~

已经被压力压得快闯不过气的一个星期，
今天统统抛开了！
什么都没想，
就是很轻松^^

~A Motivation Camp with the kids~

2009-12-06T10:07:00.021+08:00

这一个激励营，是我第一次参与也是很难忘的一次！与孩子们相处的这两天，让我觉得其实我是可以尽情的玩乐，就像孩子们一样，哈哈大笑！之前考试与课业的压力，统统都被孩子们的笑声带走了^^第一天的活动，是让其组员互相自我介绍，因为大家都是不认识的！我带领了“兔子队”！很可爱的一群小孩！婧雯-一个不多话的女孩，国晋-我可爱的组长，进维-最多意见的家伙，不过很会带动气氛，邵轩-画画天才，做事也很认真，英杰-活泼儿一个，慧银-一个安静的女孩，可贞-一个害羞的女孩，馨汝-也是一个不多话的女孩，梓萤-喜欢与人分享她的经历，是个蛮懂事的女孩，嘉玲-一个漂亮的女孩，也是蛮害羞的）自我介绍后，我们每一组都得画一个期是象征我们的队！孩子们一一提出意见，“老师，我要画兔子...老师，我要画月亮...老师，我要......”过后，邵轩就很快的提起笔在纸上画出了一只兔子！随后，其他人再画上月亮与其风景！当时的我看见孩子们的专心与认真的态度...

不过当中还是有一两个挺调皮的，还好他们还会听我的话...画图当儿，进维以及英杰也想了口号：“兔子兔子很厉害，兔队兔队更厉害！”旗子在大家的合作下完成了，不过邵轩对自己要求很高，他还是不断地在旗子上补色...而且看他在画画的当儿，脸上顿时紧绷了起来！唯有不断的告诉他“这不是一个比赛，放轻松！”可是他似乎怎么都松不下来，真的很可爱！旗子终于完成了，时间也到了！

下个环节也是学生的下厨时间...一群人一起来到了食堂外的...学生们自己选好了位置，也拿了材料，准备就绪后就开始大显身手！组员们还蛮分工合作的，洗菜的，切洋葱的，准备鸡肉的，滚湯的~~~开始大家都不太敢碰火炉，所以我先让组员们拿了一锅水，因为我们要滚湯~侥幸的是，林老师又给我们送来了紫菜，所以我们就决定紫菜鱼丸汤~过后我们开始煎蛋，孩子们一开始都不敢碰火炉，进维这才说“老师，我要煎鸡蛋！”鸡蛋煎好了，我们也开始下一道菜，干咖喱鸡~~~煮咖喱还挺不容易得，真的很呛鼻！不过孩子们都受不了，所以把锅教会给我“老师，我们受不了了！”还好一开始我们已经把鸡块烫熟了，所以干咖喱鸡很快就完成了！再接下来就是炒菜...孩子们都很喜欢腊肠...所以我们就用了腊肠配包菜一起下锅炒！挺不赖的~~~两位女生也把杨桃切片,做主菜的装饰！不过，进维一只胡闹的说，:“老师，等下我不知道会不会吃了之后拉肚子！”这小子，自己帮忙煮的食物竟然会从他口中说出这样的话！最后把汤再次滚热，我们就上菜了！

晚上我们还与孩子们一起举办营火会！是我最喜欢的一个环节~孩子们的欢笑声，还有被他们拉着一起转圈还有向前冲的同时，我是很快乐的！当时我我还真的放肆的喊了出来...已经好久好久没有这么轻松了,这就是我一直想做的！那一个晚上，孩子们让我这么放松了自己~谢谢你们^^在外晚餐时，我也买了十支糖果给我的组员们！你们一直吵着我要汽水，可是最后我还是决定买糖果^^

一个挺帅气的男孩-Yan Kang

第二天也是游戏时间，我就负责挤海绵这一个游戏！早上让孩子们享用早餐后，就开始了游戏！不过啊，一开始还真的有点乱，所以大家都被其中一位老师训了一顿再继续游戏！之后都进行得很顺利，我也与孩子们玩得很开心...不断得为他们加油，好让他们争取时间完成游戏~~~不过当中会看见有些小朋友会起内讧，不过给予劝导后，他们也都会听话，把游戏完成后继续闯关~~~他们闯关的当儿，或许我也已经融入了他们吧！在旁计时的我也不忘为孩子们打气，还让他们抓紧时间完成任务^^遇到了我的组别闯到了我这一关，他们都很努力地要完成任务...看见他们的努力与合作，真的很感动！（我亲爱的组长，你把组员们照顾得很好~~~没白费我选了你当我的组长^^）

我可爱的组长-国晋 v(^.^)v

游戏进行到下午大概一点，我们就开始收拾东西准备午餐了！看见大家都这么努力，午餐时间就赏给了每一位小朋友一个鸡腿！每一个都饿坏了，所以都吃的津津有味的~~~我也与我的可爱的组员们一起享用午餐！也与他们聊了很多...吃饱后，国晋还不忘导师吩咐过的事情，所以他也完成了...(辛苦你啦，助长！)

到了分享的时间，伟杰与其他朋友都说不想参与，因为一旦看见播放出来的照片和影片就会掉泪！而且他们也累坏了，所以在一旁小睡一会儿...我不知道会否如他们说的那样，所以我融入了孩子们，一起看播放的影片~~~是真的感触很大！不过，当老师要学生出去表达感想的时候，小朋友们说出了这两天一夜的感想就让我的泪水情不自禁的流了下来！可是老师又问了孩子们一个问题，“昨天我给你们的鸡蛋，谁的还在手上而且还未破的请举手！”而我那一为可爱的组长却说：“已经煮来吃了！”当时真的把我弄得哭笑不得！纵使还没离开学校，可是我已经开始想念我的“孩子们”了！最后，就是我们几位小老师上前感谢他们！

“已经好一段时间没与小孩聚在一起玩乐了~~~孩子们的笑容，孩子们的关心，都已经感动了我！我会把你们的笑容与可爱的模样记在脑海里的^^”

Holidays...

2009-12-02T09:51:00.004+08:00

Final exam was gone,totally relax now...after 2 weeks revision,now i set my mind free~~~No notes,no exam,no assignments,juz wan to have a short break^^Will have a farewell with a friend,go shopping wif her,back to primary skul for some activities by tis week..for next few weeks i have no planning yet,but at least i can go anywhere i wan..haha^^

Since study week till yest,i had dint sleep well for whole week ald...but 2day i was sleep till wake up myself by no disturbing...I can said tat during my final exam period,i was get nightmare in the night...maybe was too stressing and nervous~~~

Right now,i just thinking where i want to go and meet wif some friends during holiday...And i wan to know the answer since i want to know long time ago...Will i get the answer i wan???I hope u will tell me what are you thinking...

Just enjoy the holidays^^

Study Week!!!

2009-11-27T13:44:00.004+08:00

I had ald stick wif my notes in house for 3 days...after the breakfast i will juz turn on my laptop and notes and start my revision...It was boring after the whole day wif those "lovely notes"...sometimes i might get mad ahile i'm really tired of it...and i used to juz turn on the music or chat with friends on9 to destress....And sometimes i will juz bring out my Coffee to walk around and it might refresh my mind...but sometimes it might make me mad oso bcoz of its naughty><

Study week...everyone are just concern of revision and revision~Study study and study non-stop~~~will be crazy soon...>

Since i was finish one subject that i was interested and there also quite lot of notes...i was relax abit~3days onli done one subject ==''but for another 2 subject i might take it easy coz not tat much i nid 2 study...will just try to do my best~~~

Last night i was going to yam cha wif friends...I wan to go out since my revision start and getting mad,i wan to distress myself...Yup,i did tat for last night~~~Have a nice chat and fun night wif 3 friends,and his coming was surprise me...by the way,we had enjoy the times of tat and talked a lot nonsense...

Totally relax and dint think anything^^That was nice!

Recently...

2009-11-16T14:02:00.003+08:00

终于完成了最后一个...现在是该放松心情了吧...似乎这一次比较遭，不过整体来说还好！是自己的准备不充分吧~~~下次再加油吧！现在继续准备下一个测验...德文~~~知道自己最近是太多事情想了，脑袋一片混乱~~~一堆的课业，大考又快到，不过都一一过去了...现在只剩大考得加油咯...

最近似乎体会了很多东西，所以心情起伏也蛮大的,要是再憋的话真的会...><自己想什么很清楚，可是为什么就是说不出来~~~本来是平稳的步伐，却有了起伏，似乎来了一个大转变...希望自己跨得过去，可是有股力量挡着了~~~我想把一切停止，可是我不能！只知道自己很累！很多时候累的脑袋一片空白，什么都想不到！是好事还是坏事？？？上个星期四去了一位朋友的新店吃晚餐，在这之前也先到了车站载他...Heng 的店开在Old Klang Road-Indulge Cafe,食物还蛮不错...店里的装潢有点空，不过整体上还蛮舒服的！刚开始营业也应该是如此了~~~他介绍了自己的拿手好菜给我们尝试，荣幸的事，其他人都是他请来的厨师下厨，我们几位好友却是他亲自下厨...^^食物还不赖，我们可是享尽口服~~~还满喜欢最后那一个甜点，是蛋糕-Crepe Cake...真的很不错！虽然是cheese,不过却不会腻...与这位朋友也大概一年没碰免了，所以我们也在店里聊了很多...已经很久没这么轻松了！当晚的我只想尽情的享受在晚餐当中，所以没让自己想太多...什么课业统统丢在一边了！

晚餐后我们也打算到Mid Valley找另一位朋友，不过她却已经下班了...在电话中还被她酸了一下，真的是无话可说了！不过这一个晚上，让我有更多的问号???

是该停下了吗？

Trip to Borneo Highland...

2009-11-10T13:47:00.019+08:00

6/11
Borneo Highland是一个蛮幽静的地方…一旦你待在那里，脑袋还真的是一片空白，什么都没想不过要是住长久的话是不可能的！第一个夜晚就已经觉得闷了…还好其他团员都蛮好相处的，大家聚在凉亭一起喝酒闲聊，有说有笑的，才不至于闷得发慌！当晚，可是越坐越觉得自己根本受不了那一种冷，就好像uncle之前说的二十度或以下…所以我又跑回了房里…房间就在森林旁，无论早晨或夜晚，总会听见鸟叫或是蝉叫声~~~在这里可是限定的地方才可以上网，所以除了聊天就什么都不能做了！不过，傍晚与爸爸散步时忽然发现每一间房的旁边都有个BBQ炉…烧烤会顿时浮现在脑海里！就在夜里大家聚在一起时，也聊到了这一个话题…讨论了了之后，第二天早上也把食物的列表交给了负责载送我们的司机~~~香肠啦…培根啦…鸡翅膀啦…还有马铃薯等…

第二天凌晨五点就已经起床了，不过还是躺在床上！要是真得适应这样的生活，大概需要一段时间吧！没有娱乐，夜里八点之后就什么活动都没有了，简直就是一片清静的芭~~~可是要是想暂时忘掉繁忙的工作与压力，可是很有帮助！因为我在这里可真的是脑袋一片空白，什么都没想~~~不过，爸妈就一直在喊闷~~~是有一点！而且，要爸爸素食还蛮难的！他是个不喜欢吃素的人!这一天还好，因为我们享用完早餐后就出发去Jungle trekking了！从开始到地点需花两个小时…因为我们回到达Kalimantan View Point…其实还蛮担心爸妈的，不过他们说要去就让他们尝试咯！就在我们进入山路开始，探险就开始啦！本来一直跟着导游与团员的我们，却渐渐落在后面了！因为爸爸需要停下休息~山路实在是不容易行走的，因为尝试过，所以更担心父母是否可以受得了！好几次也几乎滑倒，不过好险也站稳了！有些路也蛮斜的，我可是一步也没离开爸妈，深怕他们万一撑不住可以扶着他们！爸妈都是第一次，所以难免会觉得头昏昏的~就因为自己第一次爬山的时候也是如此！经过了1250m的路程，是有一点点的喘，而且路途中也已经停下了好几站，所以几乎都不会觉得累！在这之前已经听领队说一旦到达了山顶，从山顶观望下去的景观可是很漂亮，所以一路上都蛮期待到达目的地那一刻！我们花费了大约两个多小时才完成这一个2250km的路程！到达山顶那一刻整个人是轻松的，脑袋空空，眼前却是天空与山连成一线的景观…真的很漂亮！那一刻的我，什么都没想，之前所想的东西一一抛在脑后了…就像Borneo Mama 告诉我们的，一旦你来到这里，就不要再想东西，就算你很烦觉得压力很大，也不要让自己那么紧张，因为一切都会有办法解决得~~~这位Borneo Mama已经65岁了，可是以她的容貌看起来还真的难以置信！她的秘诀就是，每天都要让自己过得开心，每一天都要笑，不要成天愁眉苦脸的，这样也可以让自己获得开心些！天气渐渐转暗，忽然就下起了绵绵细雨，本以为还可以慢慢步行走到车上，可是雨水却很不给面子越下越大！我们几个就开始一边跑一直跑，！不过我很喜欢当时的感觉，那是一种说不出而自在和轻松！直到跑到车上，所有人都为我们鼓掌，感觉蛮奇怪的，为什么无端端鼓掌呢？哈哈~~~回到了Jungle Cabin梳洗后再享用午餐！

晚上我们也在Cabin外BBQ…冷冷的天气办烧烤会最适合不过了…起火也几乎用了半个小时，不过大家都很互相帮忙~~~其中一位友族的团员还蛮会开玩笑的！在第一个晚上我们在亭内闲聊时，他就已经闹出很多笑话了！还把亭子里的其中一个灯泡给拆下来了，因为他嫌太亮了，拆下来后还说：“like that only romantic!”也认识了一对夫妻带着两个可爱的小孩，还蛮健谈的！我与他们的女儿-佳玲，玩得蛮开心的！真的很可爱！当天晚上她也吃蛮多的，还一直缠着我说：“姐姐,I want sausage！I want ham!”大概是吃太多了吧，她的肚子看起来涨涨的，这她才说肚子不舒服！还好带来了驱风油~~~

最后一天我们大概两点就下山了，而且下了山才知道飞机延迟至晚上7.45pm~~~可是到达机场后，看了显示表才知道原来时间还在-Retime，在机场等了将近四个小时…起飞时间是在晚上9.25pm~~~每一个人都已经累了！很喜欢从机上看下去的夜景，很迷人~~~回到家里已经是凌晨一点多了…很累的一天，不过这一趟旅程也已经放松了自己！

现在是00.42

2009-10-31T22:22:00.004+08:00

忽然间的一个测试真的让我乱了思绪...
你很坏，
真的很坏！
你的测试是出自于你想知道我的答案吗？
还是纯粹想知道我怎么想...
我是否已经错过什么了？有吗？
答案已经在老早以前就说出来了，
不过你却给了我一个这样的测试~~~
还说已经知道答案，
那是什么呢？
为甚麽不说，
怎么问都不说？
我已经选择坦诚了...
你呢？
难道一切就只是我想太多吗？
还是从一开始我就已经走错了呢？
你的答案是否与我的一样？
是我想的那样吗？
我已经提起最大勇气问你了，
你还是不说...

原来你心里一直想知道的事情与我一样…即使你回复了，还是......算了，就等你准备好了再告诉我！

一切来得太突然了！

2009-10-30T21:01:00.006+08:00

这两天的我觉得很累~
一瞬间似乎发生了很多很多事，
一切都是在没有预料中的~~~
先是他的妈妈进院动手术，
而且危险性挺高的...
在同一天的夜晚也在线上得知一位朋友去世了~~~
原来之前也发生过车祸，
不过已经康复出院了...
目前为止还是没有一位朋友知道他到底是发生了什么事~~~
一切来得太突然了！
我们根本一点心理准备都没有...
虽然与他没什么交集，
可是也曾经一起实习过，
他是一位满搞笑的朋友...
总是会带给其他人带来欢乐！
很可惜~~~
知道了这一个消息的时候，
我简直不敢相信是真的！
心里就像被什么揪着一样！

“朋友，安息吧！”

放学回家的途中，

天空是灰暗色的，

下起了绵绵细雨...

这样的天气仿佛就是我今天的心情，

也似乎在与我们一起哀悼着这位朋友！

心情更难过~~~

还是祝福他一路好走！

最近的压力太大了，
忙着大考还有最后一份任务，
几乎都没有透气的空间！
很想很想很想找个地方发泄，
已经憋了好几个星期，
就算只让我大喊出来就好了，
至少可以轻松一下！

大考就快到，第一学期也即将画上句点！又是时候准备进入下一个学期的挑战了...那是更艰难的，挑战性高的~希望能一一克服吧！

想你了~~~

2009-10-25T16:18:00.002+08:00

忽然想念一个人~
刚刚看了她的部落格，
知道天气转凉了，
她近来好吗？
似乎被课业忙坏了吧！
看见她的部落说写的东西，
又再次让我感觉到，
“好友，你近来好吗？似乎好一段时间没与你闲聊了~我很想你！”
很想与你分享最近的一切，
有好多的事情都在毫无防备的时候发生了~~~
有的时候我会很生气，
不过我会收起来不让其他人看见~~~
有的时候会找朋友发泄...
只不过发泄过后还是得面对!
最近我只觉得很累，
每一天上课，赶课业，
几乎没有一秒可以停下...
熊猫眼也渐渐浮现了~~~糟糕！！！
再过三个星期就可以轻松了~~~
加油吧！

Prom at 22.10.2009

2009-10-23T17:25:00.009+08:00

Sexy & Suave's Prom night was fun on that day~~~Since the classes started and we just keep rushing for those assignment.i felt that we totally dint relax such a few month ald...But that night i think everyone was going fun and crazy...Its was the Prom which i felt that quite ok,is better then the Prom i went b4...

The dinner was in Chinese style and that is the set dinner...The question come out on my mind,izzit the food will suit for everyone?I donno...But 1 of my friend was totally cant eat at all of becoz of she is the vegetarian... The Prom start wif a dance which is quite nice and everyone was concern of that performance...and after that was the lucky draw...I get a Sunsilk hamper,haha~~~The prom was getting fun since got 2 guys singing on the stage...one of the guy was singing the chinese song"童话" and he is Indian.He sang the song very nice and i think everyone was touch of that...

One of the friend was make me think of someone that oso funny like him...We had goes to the prom 2gether and he is the one who keep make us fun on that night...now i met a friend like him in KDU...haha~~~We had enjoy the dinner and the show in the whole night!!!Even the lecturer oso get drunk since the Vodka had served out and he had keep asking of that b4 the prom start...That was so funny~~~Since the Vodka served out and most of them was enjoy for it...During the dinner time,there got few times of lucky draw,and most of the student and lecturer were get the present...I can said everything was better then the prom i went before...There oso the Prom King and Prom Queen and they are really look nice that night.

The party was end with the song “重来”that sang by a SHTCA member.That was nice and everybody want him 2 encore…haha^^Then the rocking time was started and the dance floor was open to all students and lecturer…I like the music and environment, coz its totally took away all the pressure in my mind tat time…

Dinner at YUZU restaurant 19.10.09

2009-10-20T15:49:00.013+08:00

That was a enjoyable dinner for me...Such a long time i din't gather and chit-chat wif them!We had planned the dinner since last week but it keep delay coz of our coursework and work... And i know that they gt other purposes to go there for dinner...Well~we had our dinner in YUZU Japannese restaurant and there is where he work...

We reached there is around 8smthg...He had reserved a table for us and that was a nice view over there. After we ordered the food and they keep question and question me...Ok,i answer all,but i cant even know the answer some of the question... He had come over our table and chit chat wif us... That was the 1st time he meet wif my secondary school's friends and he had share a lot of his working experience wif them... What they keep talking about is me...Ya,i donno how 2 refute them and i juz can said"u all win liao lo!!!"Haha~~~Even he oso talked same thing wif them><

TEMPURA

After the dinner,he told me that we still got the dessert...But we take it after few minute~~~ For the dessert was a scope of green tea ice cream,a cake and some fruits~~~ Ok,mine 1 is gt a bit special wif other since my friend told me then i onli realize of tat... We are enjoy and keep discuss the same topic...

We had chit-chat in the restaurant until 11pm and we are the last guests. I know that i'm totally relax myself tonite...Becoz of the funny friends and the dinner was going fun and abit crazy too...

I get to know somethings from a best friend...maybe i should try on that..."Hui Mei,trust me,u should do tat,go ahead!i felt the answer is yes!"Wan, i'm really affected of what you told me juz now and i willing 2 go for it,but please giv me sometime..."Same as whats happen to you,i hope that you can have the new life and please release urself...Bless You!

依然存在着！

2009-10-14T22:27:00.002+08:00

已经累得不想说话，
不想再看着烦人的课业！
只想让自己静静的，
不受任何的影响~~~
除了...烦~~~乱~~~以外已经没有其他词可以形容了！
现在真的很讨厌！
很想~真的想
狠狠地，放肆的发泄出来...
很想让自己任性一次~就一次~~~

脑袋是空空的，
就是压力死赖着不走！
眼皮已经累得撑不开了却还是得撑，
放肆的喊出来是我现在最想做的事！
已经憋了好长一段时间，
每一次就只能对着部落发泄，
对着朋友倾诉！

渐渐地已经不是别人倾述的对象，
而是自己需要一个倾诉的对象...
心情垃圾桶始终还是抵不过垃圾溢满的那一天，
始终得倒出来！

erm...no idea~~~

2009-10-12T20:50:00.002+08:00

心里的想法往往都是大胆的，
只可惜又有多少人会真正做到心里想的那样呢？
最近似乎一点都不平静...
好多好多的事情得做！
任务一个接着一个，
根本连透气的空间也没有~
连续熬了两个星期的夜晚，
情绪起伏更大！
对着未完成的课业，
根本就无法好好休息!
即使想休息，
到了床上还是，
想发泄的时候却找不到一个适合的地方...
很想放肆的喊出来~~~
可是...在哪里？
累了就躺在床上休息~~~
不过脑袋却是满满一堆东西！
真正的了解到无论课业或工作都会有压力的...
只是面对的问题不一样！

看到的和学到的的东西变广了，
一些从未面对过的事情，
渐渐地...心里的想法也不再偏激~~~
会尝试放开，
接受一些自己从未尝试的事物！
想法与心智不同了...
知道很多事情不能强求，
即使努力过后还是没办法达成，
只能祈求下一个机会的到来...
只要自己努力过就不会有遗憾啦!

最近一直在问自己同一个问题，
是或不是？
不过我得不到答案！
一个很简单的问题，
答案却深不可测！
其他人都看出来了，
可是我却还在与是与否战争着！

Dinner in college...

2009-10-07T16:36:00.003+08:00

Something talked out by other people,izzit better then we talked ourselve?Maybe...Yesterday my class was end quite early,and i had date wif 2 friends...I had meet them in Mid Valley-YUZU retaurant that is where Alex work in.Reach around 4smthg and i saw Richie chatting wif Alex.2 of them are so free and juz chit-chat over there...such a long time dint meet up wif Richie,but had no different oso...

Alex's manager had come over to join us while we are chatting...His manager suddenly asked a question and its really embarrassed...By the way,we had no talked anything,and i donno tat is whether default or deny...Once again I gt the same feeling~~~But since now each other still keep,i used it...Alex was keep scolding and comment alot while we are on the way 2 the Flamingo college.I had used to it but Richie was keep cool down him and advice him...Haha~~~That was funny! Was our junior doing a buffet dinner and we had get invited...I met alot junior that study 2gether b4...While the buffet started,its made me remind a lot memory during last time...During i practical wif classmate and junior and oso DCA19 which is our senior...that time was fun and we gt lot of memory during practical time...it was crazy and relax!^^And while we saw tat out junior having the practical over there,we ourselve will have the comment to them...

The food is juz ok,but Richie had show tat funny expression tat make me cant imagine how "Nice"tat food...but i had try it,its juz can be said as"so so"but we understand they all are juz new intakr student,but some of the food are ok...I juz cant laughing bcoz of Richie keep show me the face...We met the principle and chef in college oso...Thought tat we will back late tat night,but we had left in 9pm...after send Richie home and during the way 2 my home,i saw tat Alex's both eyes almost close up...and he told me he used 2 it,coz every night he was like tat.While i heard of it i had get shock...It was so dangerous!And i had abit worry about him~~~He was going bac alone every night and in sleepy situation...So i had keep told him becareful!

I had dint relax long long time ald...so i had dint think anything for tat night,and i just enjoyed wif my friend in the dinner~~~

Recently...

2009-10-06T11:09:00.004+08:00

The mid autumn festival juz pass by...but i not really enjoyed for tat day><

Recently really have not enough sleep and we still got lot of assgn nid 2 do...not even can take a good rest or juz stop for awhile...Everyone was stress enough><

Can felt tat my temper recently quite bad...i cant control it well...But for sure i wont stretch out straight,and i onli keep it...i will trying 2 do other things 2 divert my attention...sometime i used 2 juz put on my ear phone and turn on the music loudly...tat onli music in my mind and i won think of other...I know tat if i'm moody,everything cant be done well...So must be control it as well...

Wish to have a long long period of sleep,so can get back all the spirit!

可以消失吗？

2009-10-02T22:36:00.004+08:00

已经忙了几乎两个星期，
还是那么多的任务还没赶完！
最近压力真的太大了，
很想很想~~~~~停下来休息一下！
很累！
压力也没停止过><
连续好几天都赶功课至凌晨，
第二天又得一大早起床去上课...
每一个起床的早上，
都是迷迷糊糊的，
有的时候头很重，
根本不想从被窝里爬起来！

现在真的真的很烦，
控制不了自己的思绪，
我很想冲出屋外大声发泄出来...
啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊..................很烦啊！
我不希望明天的到来，
不想...不要...
“你”可以从我脑海中从我眼前消失吗？
我不想看到“你”！ ><

Cameron Highland's trip~~~

2009-09-22T21:45:00.019+08:00

I'm juz back from Cameron Highland 2day....The 3days2nights trip have going fun and me and family enjoyed for it...The 1st day we reached there ald 4pm because of the congested and its take almost 2 hrs...Very boring in the car and saw a lot of cars on the road...somemore there gt a lot of tourist on the road and the wet market...the road was blocking of cars and people~~~

We goes to the wet market bought some potato for the bbq and we had bought a lot of delicious food...bcoz of we all were so so hungry after the half day on the road and we need to fullfill the stomach 1st~~~hehe^^We oso bought some corn there...yup,thats so sweet,and we can ate it without cooking^^while we reach the apartment,my 2 younger brother and uncle had started the fire and we had taken out all food we prepared b4...that night was cold,but we felt warm bcoz of barbeque...We had bring along our Coffee for this trip~Yup,its was enjoyed oso as we felt tat...but during bbq time it looks boring on the sofa...

During the 2nd day,i had woke up by my Coffee becoz of its woke up early and walk in and out from its cages,it maked me cant sleep tat time...so i woke up and play wif it~~~We goes to the strawberry farm and cactus farm...the weather is quite cold in the morning and that time was around 9am...we all are keep shivered but i like tat feeling...its was cold!!!^^I had put my hand inside dad's long sleeved shirt's pocket...That was so warm...Haha~In the strawberry farm,actually tats no much strawberry as we think...but there was a lot plp everywhere...that was a strawberry which is looks like palm...it was suprising~~~we also ate the strawberry ice cream in the farm,and i not really like the taste,coz it was so sweet... ><

lots of love fruits~~~

strawberry which is look like palm~~~

Lots of vegetables here~~~^^i like here so much!!!

The cactus~~~

The Smoke House...which is the history house in Cameron highland...

Tea Farm...

After travel around the Cameron highland,we goes to the wet market and bought some corns...Well,that was around 4pm while we reached our apartment...and we had our meal around 3pm in the town but tat was jaming y tourist and car,we were walked here and there but cant even find a restaurant 2 sit down there...finally we have our lunch in a mamak...em~not bad,still acceptable,coz the food still ok~after we reach to or apartment,we had juz took a short rest and my 2 younger brother had started the fire and some of us juz prepare the steamboat...everyone was bz tat night~bbq and steamboat at the same time...The stomach cant even fill in the food anymore...but we are enjoyed^^Unfortunely,that night was raining,but the bbq nv stop bcoz we nid 2 finish all of the food,haha~~~

The 3rd day,was the last day for the trip...we had goes to the wet market and buy the vegetables and strawberrys for sure...that was lots of people there,bcoz that market running the concept is everyone can buy 50 types of vege in RM100...tats y the market was jam by plp...

The 3d2n trips was end at 4.30pm...and i'm enjoyed for tat..as wat i felt is,i'm totally forget all pressure and those assignment...i think i had enjoyed enough... I will always told myself to relax,for tis time i really did tat..haha~~~Great!!!

Have a short break!!!

2009-09-19T10:45:00.002+08:00

Why tis few day my feeling keep disturbing???i had strt my short holiday le,suppose to be more relax de...i'm waiting the trip on Sunday...but lot of things happen in a short time and its really affected me!!!I hope to relax but i cant do tat...Thats y i need sombosy to listen 2 me,so tat i can stretch out everything and will be relax...luckily i gt it~thanks anyway^^

Sometimes i juz wish to be peaceful ,my mind was clear and don even had all those"rubbish" in my mind~Yesterday i think was the day i more relax in college...onli German class for 2 hours in the morning,but we hv no lesson for that,and we watch movie in the class..."Run Lora Run" which is a German movie...Our class juz less than 15 person and we are enjoyed for the movie...Its interesting and got 3 different ending...while we watch of the second ending,we were confusing,and we had trying 2 understand the movie...but the starting were same...This movie quite stimulus^^After the half an hour movie,Mr. Thomas had asking us the impression after we watch the movie...Lora had juz 2ominute 2 run for the destination and she must...if she fail 2 do tat,everything will happen and which is she don wan it happen...

After movie time,is around 11.30am...our holiday are start,but i just felt tat i wan to go to my bed and sleep 1st...coz i'm really tiredf in this 2 weeks...I'm waiting for my trip on this Sunday...i hope will have a nice trip in Cameron Highlands~~~what i think is i wan 2 relax myself,even for my family member,they also need 2 relax...Everybody was stressing nowadays...study...working...all stressing~~~now juz relax for few days then onli continue the job...is good for us...

Holiday started,juz enjoyed~~~

Why don't just relax for few minute?

2009-09-16T16:05:00.003+08:00

Such a long time dint faced the book and notes that is bcoz of exam...my memory were blocking with all notes...today just had the F&B mid-term and tomorow will be another subject...keep study study and non-stop...juz felt tired and headache...

Since just now after the test i had no that energy 2 do other things...i know i'm can't put down of that,but now i will used 2 it...won't think and onli care about the test for tomorrow.Already study about 4hrs,i had tired enough...so just relax awhile then onli continue of it...really wan to know how about others can study in relax but i'm always fail to do tat...maybe is the bad habit for me since last time...nv change until now...i know that is a bad habit,but i can't even control my mind...ok,as i so stress tat time ,i had try 2 stretch out 2 someone,and i almost cry while i think about it...but the friend were said me think too much...and he said as the test ald pass,so i may think about the next test but don't keep thinking of that...Well¬i had stop to think of that since i ald talked out~~~OK,pls go away and don keep in my mind><

Since 1pm till now keep doing the revision of T&T...abit tired abit boring now...what i'm going to do is,i play wif my "Coffee"...recently it was getting sick ald,and always look like no mood,but tis few days it getting better...just now i fed it and play awhile wif it...that really let me relax and i forgot all the pressure for awhile...Not bad~~~since nobody around,juz me n Coffee at home,i can have the quite place 2 study...No Noise,No disturb,onli music and the notes wif me...Got abit tired and no mood 2 study ald,but i have to finish it then onli can rest...

OK,KEEP GOING ON...

22.34...14/9

2009-09-14T22:22:00.003+08:00

Feel so tired ald...but i still nid 2 do the revision,coz of the mid-term for 2morow...I juz know my both eyes really feel hard ald...I want go to my bed now><><>

AM I GO TO SLEEP NOW???YES?NO?

Should tell myself same thing"Must relax!"

又一个周末了~~~

2009-09-12T17:11:00.002+08:00

最近很累，真的很累！每一天都在赶课业，很烦~~~每一天都在想着相同的东西，脑袋被塞得满满的...已经没有其余的空间再想其他事情！很多时候我尝试告诉自己：“放轻松，一切都会很顺利的！”可是下一阵子压力又会来袭~~~这真的很糟糕！知道这只是安慰自己的话，所以我是不可能轻松下来的...很多时候只需要一个聆听者，一个可以让我诉出一切的朋友！压力这东西，可以请你离开吗？越远越好！

最近的他就成了我倾诉的对象！在学院遇到一样的事情，一样的人...Why???我告诉过自己，不要再卷入一样的状况内，所以我只能选择避开...知道自己是很心软，可是我真的真的不要相同的事情再一次发生~~~为什么总会遇到一样的事呢？很难懂~~~人与人之间的利与弊，每一刻都在改变，就看当事人怎么去处理...我只觉得这东西很累人>< 也许我真的该狠心一点，有些事情我真的得避而远之...只能说，不好意思，我只能这么做！最近真的太多事情了，不想再有什么事让自己压力更大~~~

就连家里可爱的“Coffee”也病倒了！很担心它~~~看见他吐真的很心疼！还好现在已经渐渐康复当中...在赶着一份报告...感觉上已经融入了真实的工作过程！具有挑战性，很多的东西需要策划，甚至都得清楚的一一列出~~~讨论当中，是还ok...一切都在进行当中...昨天晚上与爸爸聊了很多，越来他也有新的计划了！聊了很多经营的东西，很多的意见渐渐进入脑海里了！就与我现在的课程息息相关...与爸爸讨论了很多相关问题，也知道该怎么开始！可是还有一些问题是需要考虑到的！需要详细的计划~~~与爸爸聊了很多，经验丰富的他的确提醒了我很多东西，更让我知道自己的报告有什么漏洞...我知道自己失去的那一股动力又再次出现了！我会好好抓紧时机，好好策划~~~这也是让我有更大的动力做自己的报告！Mid-term 和 Presentation 就快到，可说是又是一个挑战了...加油吧！

难得又是周末了，不过还是在家里赶课业，温习功课~~~不过，是轻松地！还是家里最舒服^^

Can i do that???

2009-09-11T19:33:00.004+08:00

Is Friday again...how come the days pass by so quickly??Next week will be my mid-term,then the T&T assignment nid 2 done as soon as possible ald...Omg~~~Tis few days i can said tat really nt enough sleep...always slept in 1am...><"Assignment"now...

After the German test today,i keep rushing for the German assignment, then straight send it 2 lecturer...Suppose can done it yesterday de,juz bcoz of someone cant attend so... no choice... I'm realy tired 2day...during the afternoon class almost fall as sleep in the hall...but the friend beside me was fall as sleep since the class started...I cant concerntrate in the class...really really tired and juz wish 2 sleep...I'm felt dizziness,cant even concern to at the lecturer talking...Luckily the class end early since Mr. Raja look at us like and he know all of us was in tiring n sleepy mood...tats why he end the class early...Bcoz of 2morow have his class oso>... Boring><

I want sleep as long as I CAN...donwan the clock always wake me up in the early morning then nid to get ready for the class everyday...

One by one...

2009-09-07T17:08:00.002+08:00

Recently keep running of those assignment and i had no time to do other things...Stress again><...Maybe we had no choice 2 stop of it and must keep doing the assignment until we done all of tat...Yes!!!We now had another 4 assgn need to do...juz we may finish one by one...While the new assgn start,i may feel"omg,how shuld i going 2 do ar?"Yup,i will blank!But i know my idea will come out after tat!Tats why i need 2 relax myself!

Recently i felt tat i will suddenly get angry...Sometime is the environment~too noisy,someone keep talked talked talked non-stop,n i cant stand of it....but i juz can try to control my mind and keep telling myself,"is ok"...Yup,always told myself "Relax"...But i hope tat i can vent,no matter how would i do...juz donwan 2 keep it,and throw it away... Someone will told me"why u always stress for the assignment but u still like 2 continue ur study har?"Becoz i enjoy the time while we rush for assgn and keep doing it...The time was full of work and we had no time to think other things...That is best for me!Really~~~

While we had the free time,even its short,but we can have a short break for ourselve...I will told my friends tat i'm enjoy the life now,juz sometimes i was stresses of it!But its going well coz i won keep thinking too much and everything will keep going on and we can done it at last! After we done the report,then we can relax for awhile...Go yam cha,walk around,chit-chating,talked crabs!!!

May be i should accept the true,but its really supprise me!I donno wat is the reason of tat,but i will always wish urs good luck!Just nid sometimes to forget it now!My friend,juz take it easy,everything will be alright^^

小小的聚会!

2009-09-01T12:25:00.001+08:00

有些事情要是没再提起，真的会一点一点的消失...原来小学时期是有很多美好回忆的！不过几乎都是受罚的日子~小学一至三年级，我们都还是小瓜的时候，当时是最无暇的...每一天到学校上课，放学后就去补习，赶功课！！！我想当时的家课表会是我们的恶梦...每一天都是二十本以上的家课！真的很压力,这是小学生过的生活吗？每一天就是上课，下课，做功课...就因为不让功课退步，所以下课后还得去补习班...几乎每一天的课程表都是满满地！

说着说着又聊到了很多的是非与趣事！小学时的我们，1S-6S班，我想没有人会不知道我们这一班~总是学校的话题，因为班上的风云人物，又带出一些风靡全校的话题，所以这一班真的是“一流”！班上的是是非非更是一年比一年多!说起某某人的时候,总会有属于他的话题~所以没有人是例外的...班上一位同学是经典!无论他做什么都不会有人同意他,是因为他真的太令人讨厌了!爱插嘴,总是做一些令自己难堪的事,还有一些坏习惯,都是令我们受不了的.可是当我们现在说起这一些事情,总觉得他有点可怜~~~有一位就是胆子就像豹子胆一样,凡事都可以顶撞老师,甚至被老师骂了之后就提起书包走出课室说要回家~~~哈哈...

还有一个令人难忘的经历是,几乎全班同学被揭穿考试时作弊...当时的画面还深深印在我们脑海里,所以当时那每一个人都是生气她的...说着这一回事的同时,倩文可是越说越生气!大概是觉得很不服起吧!因为她,而让步几乎全班的同学罚写>< 接下来当然是每一次都会聊到的话题,一些小时候的情事~~~哈哈!原来好多的事情几乎都被遗忘了...要是不提起就真的会忘掉...还有派考试纸过后的我们,总会让某某家长拿来做比较~要是自己的儿女考得不好就破口大骂,要是考得好就安然无事!有一年,班上的一位男同学因为考试成绩不好而当场被自己的妈妈打~真的很想知道他们家长是在想什么,难道成绩那么重要吗?还是因为孩子就读优秀班,所以成绩就该名列前茅吗?搞不懂!只知道这样真的只会带给孩子更大的压力... 说起这一些事情真的真的很难忘,也很想回到那一个时候!不过,光阴是不可能倒退的,我们只能一直印记在脑海里!

一直聊到午夜十二点我们才各自踏上回家的路!这一个夜晚,与小学朋友的相聚,真的让我回忆起很多很多的事情...

This Three Days...^^

2009-08-31T16:29:00.003+08:00

Feel free this few days...no class,no assignment,no discussion~Haha i like it!!!Holiday for 3 days and gt nothing 2 rush for,so i can enjoy it...Somemore i always play wif my "Coffee"...yup,i'm happy and very relax...haha!

Suddenly thinking a friend who is in Shanghai now...She is moody recently and we were chat on9 yesterday...i felt tat she is so mad now and donno wat 2 do...I try 2 consoled n talked wif her,just wan to telax her...Sometimes we cant do anything coz of tat not under our control...but we can try 2 talked out the opinion and solve it in calm..."My dear,i know u can do it de...Don be moody lo!"

Tomorrow will be start class ald,so must get ready 2 the new challenges...haha~~~ Will hav a gathering of primary skul friends by 2morow,hope will hv fun la...such a long time we dint gather ald...Wish tat will lot plp attend for tis time la...^^

Feel free now~~~

2009-08-29T14:28:00.002+08:00

一直很坚强的你也是会有倒下的一天！
就知道你一直在撐...
看了信息真的被你吓一跳，
还以为你怎么了...
还好你已经看了医生，
我真的很担心，
真的想马上看见你！
不过当时在学院上课
别无选择！
你这傻瓜就是爱逞强，
最后就倒下了咯...
当时的我刚presentation完毕，
只想马上告诉你我的成绩！
却得知你病倒了...
就好好照顾自己吧！

此时的心情是轻松地，
什么紧张和但有都没有了...
可以好好享受几天的假日！
不过却没有外出的打算，
只想呆在家里好好休息！
就像今天一样，
没有闹钟铃声和时间的限制，
我可以睡到自然醒...
这感觉很舒服！

中午开车带了我的“Coffee”出去店里找姐姐和妈妈，
一大早就趴在门口前就知道它想出去了，
就当我与他的约会咯！
哈哈~~~
还好开车技术没退步...
不然又不敢开车了!

好一阵子没有这么悠闲了，
今天是轻松地~~~

Finally can relax^^

2009-08-28T20:10:00.005+08:00

已经两个晚上没有足够的睡眠...
连续好几天都在学院赶报告
几乎都是傍晚六七点才回到家里
很累...很累...
一踏进家门就恨不得马上躺在床上好好睡一觉！
不过还是得忙完报告的部分才真的可以好好的睡...
在学院一再的练习又练习才可以有今天的成绩！
纵使在练习时还是有紧张，
不过有其组员的鼓励与协助，
也因为一位组员的笑话才可以让我大笑一场舒缓紧张的情绪
才可以慢慢地舒缓紧张的情绪！
本以为会有很多的障碍，
不过今天present完了之后，
每一位住院都松一口气！
对！我们已经做到最好了~~~
一切的努力总算没白费!
之前的担心与鼓励也在presentation之后统统丢在脑后了...
这是第一个presentation
所以难免会紧张...
就算已经有了充足的准备，
即使站到了台上还是会有点小紧张
况且还在开始的时候有点小状况...
自己在呈现的时候手也已经冷冷的，
不过还是控制好自己...
顺利过关！
问答题都是我们预测范围以内，
只不过想起回答问题时候的胡言乱语就觉得好笑！

My group members,we did a best job today...cheers up!

我们做到了...
之前的压力与顾虑都消失了！
连续三天的假期总算可以睡个够...哈哈！

Luckily All done~~~

2009-08-24T22:20:00.004+08:00

I think today will be the most stresses to me...Yup,we are going 2 presentation intis Friday,but during the presentation 2day i were so pressure of tat...becoz of something we had did wrong and the due date is 2day and we nid 2 summit the report before 4pm...i know i cant even control myself during the presentation...even the friends sat beside me oso felt tat i'm nervous and they are keep telling me,"Relax"...After few group's presentation i'm not that nervous and trying 2 found out where we had did wrong for our report...For sure i had discuss wif the group member...and we had did it until 3 smthg...after lunch time,we just goes in to the lab and check out what we had done wrong and try 2 correct it...the times was so rush...but,we had try 2 settle all things...Finally we done~~~But wat we sad 2 said was,another 2 member we juz hope tat our marks wont be affected of them...since we had did wrong for the report but they dint care at all...after the class juz goes...y will group wif the member like tis de???Both of us was had the same face tat was dissapointed de...but we had tried to support each other just dont want to get any affected...

After settle down,we are finally can relax and goes 2 passed up in the office~~~What i glad was,we had done the 1st assgn and finally we can relax our mind... I"m tired 2day,is very very tired...but still nid 2 do the slide after tat...the presentation is coming,n we nid 2 get ready of it...as my group member told me,u just try to do ur best then shuld be ok ald...Don't be nervous,and he keep telling me how others present prevoius time...ya,i shuld learn from it^^ This sentences keep appear on my mind after we done the report"luckily you in my group!!!" As he also told me the same thing...coz we had finally did it~~~^^

Well...i had reach home around 4pm and continue my slide...tired>

23/8...

2009-08-23T16:31:00.003+08:00

I think i onli gt 1 word 2 said right now...TIRED!!!Weekend shuld be more relax and enjoy de,but shuld i do tat???maybe not...My mind keep thinking of the assignment assignment and assignment!!!My head going to spoil ald...arhhhhhhhhh....when all this annoying things will leave me away???Since i'm keep busying of my assingment nowadays,times was pass by so quickly...Everynight while go 2 bed,i'm don think i had rest enough...juz felt tat,i juz close my eyes but i will open my eyes within few hours later...Crazy><><

Got a lot things to do by next few weeks...going to continue another assgn,n nid 2 get ready for the presentation too...trying 2 done my slide,but gt too many hinder...i hope i can done it by 2day~~~But someone might be more stress then me coz of the group member still trouble her.Bless you...hope u will done it 2day la~~~

Now chatting wif my dear,since i hv no idea 2 continue my slide,juz try 2 relax awhile,then onli continue...She goes bac 2 Shanghai by yest,so sad tat we dint meet up b4 she goes bac...but ,we will meet up during CNY,juz hope the time coming as fast as possible...^^By today,another 1 friend going bac to Moscow too...Wish to meet up in CNY oso la...^^

May i just stop wat i doing right now?or i must continue?I'm blank and cant think anything juz wish to have a cup of coffee that can wake me up,so i can continue all the job!!!Yup,i hv it now~~~Well,just keep going on..you can do it well!!!

My mind was keep thinking wat u had told me tat night,so i will try 2 do my best^^

Tired day...

2009-08-22T14:49:00.007+08:00

Yesterday i think will be the most tired day for me...Goes to class in 7am,almost 11pm onli reach home...During college time,i think that will be most stress and tired...Actually gt 5hr break de,but i juz go for my lunch wif friends then straight goes bac 2 college 2 did my assgn...Start from 1pm-3pm,i juz stay in the library and and keep doing the last part of mine...i think i quiet blank tat time n very stress...i hv no idea 2 write out the point and keep thinking of myself...luckily i gt the point which is wrote down while discuss wif one of the member last few days...keep trying 2 wrote out the point then i have meet up wif the other group member...Actually we had juz meet up not more then 3 times which are whole group there de...can said quite stress n headache b4,during we discussing n the report...somemore the time of us always not match,so....but so appreciate for 1 of the member,coz he is the 1 who always work wif me for the report,n we will try 2 encourage each other,2 release all the pressure

But wat i can said is,"Group work will be hard sometimes..."but we had no choice for tat...Finally we had done our report by yest.My mind was relax tat time,like i ald put down smth hard...i will still worry tat our report cant pass up on time,luckily...we had done...Cheer up!!! Right now,we can juz concern for our presentation part...i will remember wat you told me tat night,so tat will be the stimulate for me...Actually i'm happy that somemone can listen 2 me and try 2 get the way out fo me...know you are tired,but still try to listen 2 me...but wat i happy is wat u did...even i'm really tired,but,i'm happy tat night^^"Sometime i juz nid the cofident 2 myself to do something...yes,i am!Maybe i must listen 2 u de^^After talked out to u i felt tat i'm relax de,my mind was free n throw away all the pressure...

Can said tat everybody was stress recently...while meet up sure will talked about assgn...EDP asgn.....boring while heard of assgn...but wtd!!!Since we had done our 1st group assgn,i can relax abit...Btw,i may start continue for another assgn ald...keep going on wif tat...i think i had getting used 2 it ald...college life was interesting de!i know i must enjoy for it^^

But i can always relax bcoz of my "Coffee" welcome me while i'm bac...he will shake its tail n jump up 2 me...tat time i will be happy n relax...haha,my lovely dog^^

In the 5am which is quite early in the morning,my hp suddenly ring up...tat was a message!i switch on the hp n read it...tat was surprise me,coz was my best friend tat will be fly bac 2 Shanghai later...since she will leave soon,i onli can sms 2 her...but i'm really tired recently,so tat we seldom meet up oso...Well,we will meet up again in future~Juz bless you lo,my dear^^

Stressing!!!

2009-08-18T20:57:00.006+08:00

Again...stress again...head like going to spoil...i got no idea on it ald,how can i get the idea?><

I hope i gt something on hand tat can squeeze it....squeeze it hardly><

Today came bac early bcoz of the Finance classes ald get exemption,the quite hard de subject...but study b4 so no nid 2 go ald...so will be so free in Tuesday n Thursday...tats mean i will less 1 assgn,must be relax abit liao..haha~~~But all the presentation and due date of assgn coming ald,is time for us 2 get ready for it...Try 2 finish the last part of report so tat we can practice for the presentation...i think i nid relax abit...

Juz hope everything can settle on time!!!

My Convo...^^

2009-08-18T15:22:00.006+08:00

在Flamingo这两年的时间，
看清很多的事情，
知道如何自己面对一些问题！
伤过，痛过，也开心过…
可说有得也有失吧！
不过今天却是最没有压力的
这一个毕业典礼还蛮难忘的…

遇见很多很久没见面的学长与学姐
还有一位许久没见面的导师
原来他又回到学院教书了！
不过这是一位蛮不错的导师…
毕业典礼也是一个大家可以再次聚在一起的时刻
真的很珍惜当下与他们碰面的那一刻
再次相聚的真的有不一样！
不一样是大家都毕业了！
不一样的是大家都得往自己的路再前进了…
大家都不要停再远点就好了！
继续往前冲刺吧！

获得Book Prize Awards的当下，
其实是没想到自己会获得这一个奖项…
是蛮开心的！！！

所有的学生接过了毕业证书就一块儿到了礼堂外拍全体照
把四方帽丢上天空的那一刻…
那感觉很奇怪…
那是一种说不出的喜悦~~~
与导师们拍了一些照片留念
当然少不了我那一班好友咯！

感觉上今天爸爸是很开心的
他不断地握着手机说要拍照
不过看见爸妈这么开心,
一切都值得^^

***My friends,wish you all good luck in future and do take good care of urselve^^Always keep in touch***

Sick again><

2009-07-30T16:52:00.007+08:00

Nowadays damn bz for those assignment...feel stress n tired everyday!Since class start from the second week we ald get at least 4 assignment...Most of the time i will discuss the assignment wif group member in library o elsewhere...juz wish tat we can finish those assignment as fast as possible.

Just i felt stress becoz of the group member gt too much opinion...she always had the different mind wif us...tis is the group assignment,not the individual...y she cant listen 2 others n onli do what she like...thought i can stand for it,but actually i stress to work wif tis kind member... But i got no choice,becoz of the group was form by lecturer,so i may stand for it until we done the report...Stress><

Actually the life in KDU was more attracting then last time while i study in diploma...there gt a lot activities n event during tis few month...n we nid 2 do a lot research for our assignment...i can learn from tat alot...sometimes will felt tired n blank during the discussion,but after hv a short break the idea will comes out automatically...n sometime will get the idea during the time walking elsewhere...even the lecturer of us oso encourage us 2 go out often 2 get more information n see more things...this is quite useful to our assignment as he said...maybe la,juz since nowadays we all are stressing for the assignment n gt no time 2 went out...But for me,i hv to let myself relax if i was stressed...I will hang out wif freinds either yam cha o shopping, just to relax myself...Yup,i donwan always stressed in the coursework,is too bad...

Last Saturday went to Genting wif coursemate...bcoz of assgn oso,but tat day we were just relax and get some fresh air there...For sure we were not forgot about the assgn la...we took a lot restaurant pictures n the concept...that was the part of it 2 helping in our EDP assignment...4 of us hv walked around in the First World hotel in and out...What i can said is,we are so relax that day...Actually not like doing an assignment,n we are try 2 take off all the stresses juz relax for tat day...that was work for us...we took a lot pictures not onli for assgn,but the picture of us oso...A lot funny n nice post coming out while the photo taking...haha~~~before leave fr genting,we also goes to the temple walked around...for sure we had prayed in the temple,but coz of something n all of us were dissapointing...By the way,we had try 2 encourage each other and don think of it... "something we might donno better then know！Even you get to know something that someone told u,please don't easily get disturb of tat..."

Even by end of the trip we all are tired,but we enjoy for tat...all the stressed hv blown away by the cold wind...^^

***Too bad,get sick again!I need more time to finish my assignment,pls...go away...but the advice from doctor was"you nid more time to rest"><***

慢慢接受...

2009-07-25T09:52:00.004+08:00

一大堆的assignment终于慢慢地有头绪了！之前还在烦恼着该怎么做，该到哪里找资料，该怎样怎样...现在总算摸出一个头绪来...大多都是得做搜查的，须要很多的时间与体力去完成！纵使有的时候会摸不着头脑没有一点的想法，可是每一位都会尽自己的所能想出一个完美的idea...尽管如此，我们还是享受当中的乐趣!大家在讨论当中还会闹出一些笑话，偶尔还会有一些趣事!现在已经是开课后的第三个星期了，渐渐地融入另一个学习环境，认识不同的朋友与导师...其实一开始还真的有点不习惯，不过现在已经可以与朋友们打成一片了...最意想不到的是，竟然可以遇见一位蛮funny的朋友...他会让我想起此时身在迪拜的一位好友，一位很要好的朋友~~~

在新的环境学习是有一定的压力，必须适应那里的规矩与学习方式。刚开始还真的有点接受不来，不过现在已经渐渐融入这一个新环境了...时间表是还好，只不过每一天都得呆在学院知道傍晚五点...其实还蛮累的，一旦有空档，几乎每一位都趴在桌上歇一会儿！可是大多都是抓紧时间讨论assignment...时间是很充实，不过真的很累很累~一旦放学回到家里就什么都不想做了，只想马上跳上自己舒服的床上歇一会儿...很难说服自己别这么大压力，打从第二个任务也得开始的时候就，压力就已经慢慢呈现了...躲不掉，也避不了！不过还是尝试控制，不想让自己想太多...

本来想在周末找找所有任务的资料，却被病魔打败了！唯有乖乖休息咯...总觉得浪费了一点的时间，不过要是我真的固执不休息的话，大概会被骂！哈哈...(只希望病魔赶快弹开！><)下星期大概会很忙吧！需要开始我们的research,有两个地点是我们需要一起去一趟的！Midvalley 的 YUZU Japanese Restaurant及airport...只是时间还得调调，不然真的很难抽出空闲时间...虽然所有的任务都得做搜查，不过我很喜欢这样的挑战！这样的经验已经好一段没尝试过了，现在又有这样的机会，对我来说蛮有趣的！组员们，加油吧...

下星期会与两位好友碰面！唱k对吗？很好的提议，借此机会让自己轻松一下，也可以发泄！我期待着^^

Stressing...

2009-07-23T12:48:00.002+08:00

I'm so tired and sleepy now...since now everybody in the HRM class,onli me in the computer lab and doing nothing...actually i got alot assignment need to do and i felt tat everybody start stressing of those assignment...so rush n tough for us actually...but since we are in 1 group,so we must always keep going on and try 2 do our best...i felt headache since morning started the class,like going 2 get sick soon...but still need to continue my assignment and alot of research need to do it in the same time...the brain going to be "pecah" ald...but we got no choice coz study is always like tis 1 i know....

I'm so scare to giving stress to myself now...even i don't want to think of it,but the stressing still come to me...Relax~~~i always told myself like tat...but i dont think is work for myself...feeling heavy n stressing recently...since the second week started the class,all the assignment has been given...my mind ald confused n blur...But luckily we had discussing in group n everything goes well n smooth...

"Degree is not that easy as you think"...tis sentence keep appear on my mind...but what i think is as long as we study hard and we can afford all the cousework..so tats not a problem n we can always enjoyed the study life....Since i study in KDU ald in the 3rd weeks,i can see alot of things n i learn from it...just study in degree is different wif diploma period...that are much more assignment n coursework need to do...even the assignment n report oso hard for us...but we all still trying 2 do our best to finish it on time and need 2 get ready for all the presentation...

Everything will goes smooth,just wish we can finish all the assignment n report as soon as possible...Headache now!!!haizz....must take a rest then continue 2 the class...

消费者与服务员...

2009-07-18T10:15:00.003+08:00

消费者遇见服务态度差的服务员是一定会火气大！只不过还真的是没遇见过这么没品的...我们一班朋友难得可以再次聚在一次，于是选择了吃冰！忽然提起了一位朋友的生日是在今天，就与威威两人到附近买蛋糕...把蛋糕送给了寿星公，我我们要求打火机，店员却说没有！我们也就算了，没关系！再来我们要求碟子和叉子！“我们没有碟子！我们的碟子只是足够给我们的刨冰...”Fine！我们再向其他服务员要求tissue，他却要那位服务员告诉我们没有tissue！这是什么态度？我们还真的是火都来了！王少爷当然是不会那么轻易罢休咯！他走到了柜台与他理论...服务员的态度更恶劣,他并没有要道歉的意思，还说要投诉的话可以直接打电话给经理！我们抄下了电话号码还有服务员的名字就离开了！根本不想再多待一分钟，简直就火大大了！

到了另一个地点，开心多了！只不过当威威在投诉刚刚那个服务员时，正在帮我们收拾桌子的那一位服务员似乎被吓到了！（你做么要吓人家？）哈哈~~~在“加油站”开心多了！不过只希望没让寿星扫兴就好...原本以为只是纯粹与朋友出来喝茶聊天，可以轻松一下！没想到可以发生这一种事！不过我想每一位都不会再去了...这一次的聚会一直到凌晨两点才结束...虽然有不愉快的事情发生，不过希望每一位都不会放在心上...

***很累的一天，只不过现在才是开始，所以得坚持才可以！适时的放松是我一直在告诉自己的...一切都会进行的很好...加油吧！***

An interesting trip...

2009-07-11T15:05:00.016+08:00

Today is the 1st weekend after I started my new study life in KDU. Actually I had slowly to adapting he environment there this few days…Since I’m just know 1 of the friend there n now I had know more than that…From the 1st day I goes in to the college, that make me feel abit stranger and I even don’t know the way to the class…sometimes might get lost oso…such a funny things for me…but is for sure coz I’m in a new environment tat I never been b4….From the orientation, we know some of the other lecturers and our own lecturer that so call is our “AA”…I’m the student in BA year 2,tat everyone must be study smart n hard all the time…we must always do things well n try 2 improve ourselves, That is wat our AA n all the lecturers told us during the orientation…Not only for this,we also hv a lot of games to let us warm up n try 2 communicate with others in the hall…On the 1st day, maybe tat was too“lucky” i'm be the 1st one go in front of the stage…but after few minutes gt few of them oso lost n we are all go on the stage n play games with all there…that was funny n shy oso,because we might not know each other since tat was a first day, but was a very funny day…At the next few days we oso had the orientation n most of the time we had meet wif our AA…My AA is a very straight person as he told us in the room by honest…But if we do things well n follow the rules,he will not easy 2 get mad…while I asking him some question since tat time I’m still confused of wat major shuld I in,then after his explain n advise, me n Shaiful get to know wat shuld we in…At last our AA had told us tat he can c tat 8 of us are the group who really wan to study,so he won worry too much…

And yesterday we had our field trip with all the others new student n some lecturers…Of course our AA might follow oso… Since Diploma time I always be chosen 2 be the leader, but in degree time oso the same,but luckily during tat time we assemble at the front of college,we had chose another person 2 be the leader,n I’m be the assistant… But I think tat is a chance for me to learn from that experience n so on… 1st destiny is we hv a short time in the Selangor Pewter.

That are the few photo i taking in the Selangor Pewter...That are quite unique n interesting.The next destination we goes is FRIM…We had goes to jungle trekking, n luckily tat not a hot day. During that journey, the road was surfaces. Sometimes was very hard for all of us, bcoz of a lot student in one group, so we might take care each other so well…we had walked in the jungle around 2 hours, tat was very adventure oso very interesting for the whole journey…. I can hv more topic wif others n also our AA during the journey…hav fun, hav jokes and a lot funny things happen between us…During the jungle trekking had some accident but everything goes well.

After the very tired of jungle trekking, everyone are seem like no energy at all… So we had enjoyed our lunch in the hall…After tat we hv the activities over there… Fristly,we had a small teachng n learning time by Mr. Gabriel. Then we had be separate to another group for the games n we all must hv the team spirit to get win… we must try 2 fight bac 2 other group n must get the answer immediately… Those games was fun n challenging for us… All of us were shout out in the hall during the games time.That was very interesting time there.We all enjoyed for tat!

Well, tat was the last for tat day… We are get ready to moved bac to the college around 4.30pm… During the way bac, our tour guide hv a speech o the bus n he try 2 invite each student hv a speech in front there… For 1st sure is or leader then he might point on another 1 person to talk something in front there and so on… I still remember tat I stare st him while he called my name…haha! He was a funny guy n talkative, as I know a friend in my Diploma… The style of tis two friends are quite similar…but tat will be my motive to be study hard n study smart in the college… The trip was end at around 5pm.

就这样吧！

2009-07-02T22:16:00.002+08:00

既然决定是这样，
那就这样吧!
什么也不必再说，
什么也不必再做，
就此结束好了...
这一次很冷静
我不会因为情绪作祟就心软了，
免得又再次受伤!
一次...真的一次就够了...
本来以为还有一点挽留的余地，
看来我是错了!
预料中的事还是发生了，
算啦...

原来好友是可以演变成这种局面的...
是我低估了你...
或许以后的我不会再那么多事了吧...一定不会了!
这一个教训已经彻底的打醒了我...
是它告诉我“傻瓜，一次就够了!不要再当第二次的笨蛋!”
对啊！没有下一次了~~~
一切就到这里停止吧!

忽然好想好想大声的喊出来...心里觉得紧紧的，又像有股很重的力量压在心头上！是我太固执，太情绪化，太容易心软...我不要它再发生了，统统给我滚开~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~滚的远远的...不要再回来了!!!

我爱的你们！

2009-07-01T16:22:00.003+08:00

不知道为什么这一次与你们午餐过后的我会这么的沉重…也许太久没聚在一起了，或许大家的路都不一样了！我们每一个人都开始走自己的路，往自己的梦想前进着！没有一个人会愿意停留在原点，我也一样！不过这也是一种不舍…每一个人都会从里头跳开，前往自己所选择的一条路…每一个人都会走不一样的路！

这一次的午餐让我感触很多，或许是因为以后彼此会少碰面了吧！自己不舍的心情渐渐涌上心头...我一直在忍，一直忍才不至于在你们面前掉泪…这两年在学院碰到了很多很多人，碰到的事情也很多...可说我是从中获益不少！什么人该相信，什么人该避而远之，统统都经历过了！在学院有欢笑，有泪水...这一些回忆会牢牢记在我心里！高兴的是我认识了你们，一班可以搞笑，可以胡闹，可以分享一切的你们！其实与你们也有一些年龄上的差距，不过我却可以感觉到我们就像兄弟姐妹一样！那是一种难得的情感！我很珍惜你们之间每一次都顾虑到我的感受，纵使当了你们的领导还是那么的挺我！一旦我被压力侵袭，你们总会闹我，甚至给予关心...就是因你们的胡闹，你们的欢笑才可在学院有一点的乐趣！你们的在乎我都感觉到，谢谢！

今天的Sushi King午餐真的很开心！已经好一阵子没这么轻松地与你们一起午餐了...我珍惜的是午餐时大家的欢笑，胡闹，那一些古古怪怪的模样，还有你们令我无话可说的每一字每一句！都已经深深烙在记忆里了...我静静的不说话是因为那一股不舍的心情已经涌上心头，很怕自己会流泪，所以我不说话！还好我可以控制住^^Ming, JC, Mao, Kah Yeung, Boon Hui, Kar Fei & Xiao Ting…这一班可爱的学弟妹们，真的很高兴认识你们！今天之后，我会让之前的尴尬与不愉快都随着风带走！我只想留下与你们开心的回忆！只愿我们像一家人般的感情可以一直存在...^^

此时在打部落格的我已经让泪水沾满了双眼！或许我又再一次的不舍吧…不过也是最后一次了！以后大家再碰面时，会是另一个插曲！

开始营业...

2009-06-26T17:06:00.003+08:00

炎热的下午，与一位朋友在地铁站等地铁。当时刚从一位朋友的档口享用早餐回到商场。那位朋友刚开始营业，所以一群人就一块儿去祝贺一下！虽然只是一个小小的摊位，卖的是怡保河粉，可是我们都觉得，不过万事起头难，只要守得住就一定可以有收获的！我们的意见都蛮一致的…尝过了汤头还蛮不赖的，可是两位厨师朋友却对面条有一些些的意见。“河粉不可以煮的太久，一旦你烫太久，呈上给顾客是，面条那就已经没有绞尽了！你还得想出一些特别的食物，甚至可以说是招牌，那么顾客一旦吃过了就一定会再回来找你！”虽然一个档口看似很容易管理，可是一旦没经验就什么都做不上了！甚至会耽误很多的时间！档口纵使有两个人，可是却只有一个人在忙！烫面，洗碗，端面给顾客都似乎只有他一个人在忙，怎么忙得过来呢？另外一个人就只是站在那里…纵使不会烫面，你大概可以帮忙一些简单的事情吧？

这天难得可以出来透透气，可是累的感觉还是存在！炎热的天气更让我昏昏欲睡…在商场逛了逛就与朋友乘搭地铁回家了！一句简单的关心透过朋友的口中传来，还被笑了一顿，让我顿时无言以对！不过他的关心我还是收到了…

最近的我压力太大了，很多时候真的很想有个地方可以发泄，只可以一直憋着。一个突如其来的问候关心都可以为自己带来温暖！

接二连三的...

2009-06-25T15:45:00.003+08:00

已经一整个星期没有好好睡一觉了！最近真的是祸不单行，是走什么狗屎运？不幸的事接二连三的的发生，简直就快倒下了...从上星期堂弟出车祸进院，动手术！接着就是家里的两位“少爷”一个接着一个生病了...还好姐夫没事，早上到医院检查后就只需服药！晚上，越看弟弟就越觉得不对劲，只好送他进院！生气的是，这家伙固执得很，怎么劝都不听！检查后原来是白血球过高，需要留院观察...气的是，服侍这个家伙还真难，都已经生病住院了还可以顶撞我！还好我可以忍，不然就已经和他大吵一顿了...心情已经憋到了极点还得受他的气，受不了>< 这几天真的很累，累得几乎不想动！但还是得帮忙爸妈照顾弟弟，两人都被工作忙的不可开交了，不想再让他们担心！

今天已经出院了，就不必再医院家里两边跑了...是因为最近太多事情发生还是...只知道自己也快垮了！今天难得出去好一会儿，虽然累，可是整个人轻松很多！看见爸妈也似乎累坏了，今天晚上可好好休息了...

控制不了的思绪！

2009-06-17T09:28:00.002+08:00

也许有些东西是真的没这么容易带走！只要你看到的话就一定会再想起...知道自己不是一个凡事都可以轻易放下的人，所以这一次大概又是因为......昨天回到了学院处理一些事情，再与朋友们一起去午餐。已经好久没一起午餐了吧...今天难得与他们有约！想着一碰面的话，他们又会“乱”我，可是那几个家伙又翘课了...还真受不了你们！碰见了他是免不了的，不过既然有心避开，那我也没什么可以说的！反正我什么也不会再管了！我与几位学弟妹一起到了麦当劳，六个人挤进了我的车内（哦...蕙湄开车噢...），哈哈！（还好只是学院对面！）明琪也已经在那里等候我们了...一个好几个月没碰面的好友，其实你变了不少...不过我们的话题似乎也渐渐变少了。是因为太就没碰面的关系还是...不知道>< 就快开课了，只希望可以与你们聚一聚！开课后也许会忙不过来，到时碰面的时间也会减少...难得这一次我也可以确认一些事情了，甚至与他也不会那么尴尬了！都已经好一段时间了，所以一切的东西也都过去了...只要心中没有疙瘩就好^^与他们想用午餐后再回到学院遇导师闲聊，其实还真的是一点变化都没有...学院还是一样！Office却多了几个人，感觉上很多人呆在一个办公室，可是真得有那么多事情可以做吗？与导师聊了好一会儿，受不了的是，这一个人还是一样爱吸烟！没看见他一次我总会说他几句...不过就只有这一位导师与学生最健谈...他告诉我们很多东西，只不过我们自己知道就好~~~这一次你策划的Prom Night,感觉上蛮有趣的...愿你们玩得开心点咯...这一次在学院一待就是三点！要不是因为朋友晚上得上班，我还想多逗留一会儿！不过，当天的我还蛮开心的... 今天与他去吃了早餐，再到Jusco逛逛。借此机会让我丢掉一些闷在心里的事情也好~~~

小小的聚会！

2009-06-13T14:03:00.005+08:00

唱歌是一个不错的发泄...只不过这一次似乎没什么作用！尽管已经喊了出来，可是却没把“它”带走...真傻！其实不应该自寻烦恼的...可以不必太在乎！已经是五个月了，我没有再为了你的事而想太多，没有为了你的事而让其他人一直念我！的确轻松很多，心情也开朗了...可是，再一次听见从他人口中知道了你的消息，却还是会感觉...那感觉是什么？不过，这一次我真的做不到那么轻易就原谅你！几乎每一次都是我先开口...我真的在乎这一段友情，即使你一再的想要了断，可是我还是会挽回...这一次我不会了！不想再受伤~只想让自己自私一次，就一次！做出这个选择，我是开心很多！

昨天唱K的时候我想把一切都抛出来，可是似乎没什么“效用”！不过算啦，至少我已经喊了出来，心情稍微好一点...而且与威威唱的那首“Zombie”还真的有效！所有人看见他唱得这么起劲，简直就快“爆青筋”了！我都笑得肚子痛了...不过这一首歌，一旦是他唱的话，就会令我笑得喘不过气！谢啦，uncle...哈哈！回家前，彼此还在k房里聊了好一会儿...聊着聊着威威忽然提议去吃肉骨茶，可是似乎没人想吃！“等下去到那边，我们七个人就只叫一个位是不是？其他人就只看着我吃！”几乎都笑翻了！

还有，某人一直拒绝我把他的牛娃娃带回家...既然它跟你去了这么多地方...那就更好咯，更有价值！哈哈...要是我真的带下车的话，你会怎忙叻？呵呵！应该会抓狂hor! 哈哈^^

今天晚上的小小聚会，还蛮开心的...你们应该都这么觉得吧...~^^~

还是打败仗！

2009-06-09T12:32:00.002+08:00

已经憋了整两个星期多，
病总算“发”了出来...
已经折磨了我这么久，
还蛮难受的！
其实自己也是固执的人
明明已经生病了还是不愿意去看医生
不过当时是因为觉得好多了所以才会拒绝去看医生
可惜的是，
自己还是败给了病魔，
午夜十二时就开始发冷发热！
只好硬着头皮去看医生...
还真的是第一次看见这一种医生
他就只是以测温计量了体温
再问问一些问题就直接开药了！
我与爸爸都很怀疑这一位到底是不是医生啊？？？
表面上看是一点都不像，
甚至看完病后我们都笑了！
“他根本一点都不像是医生嘛！哪有看病看得这么随便的？随便量了体温，问了些问题就开药了！”
Oh my god...真的该相信他是一位医生吗？
可是都已经看了，
况且药还是得吃...
只能说，下次一旦发现自己不舒服就不要再鸭子嘴硬！

要是晚上没怎么样我还真的不会去看医生！
但还是抵不过它！
看了医生是既好笑又担心的...
担心着是否该服下那一些药！
可是既然已经看了就服下了！
睡了一觉起来感觉好多了...
只是还会觉得有点累！

其实我这一次大概可以肯定一件事情了吧！
希望我没感觉错...
其实你已经温暖了我的心~~~

美好的回忆！

2009-06-03T23:47:00.019+08:00

在小学的回忆都是最难忘的…已经好一段时间没回到母校了。这一次被邀回到母校参与我来自新村嘉年华。真的好久好久没回去了！学校还变了很多…食堂傍边起了另一栋教室，感觉上很暗，很热！想起之前我们的班，一踏出教室的门口既可以看见一整片的草地，甚至可以直视办公室，这样就可以看见老师是否从办公室走向我们的班…一踏进校门，就有好多好多的画面浮现在脑海里！都已经是好多年前的事了，现在几乎每一个都学院毕业了咯！

嘉年华在早上八点开始了。看着乐队为开幕典礼起鼓，还真的让所有人的目光都投射在他们的身上。而董事长与理事们还有南洋商报的记者们一起剪彩彩带已被剪开，悬挂在半空的气球带着两幅布条，分别写着“增江嘉年华”，“我来自新村”…随风飘上了蔚蓝的天空！开幕仪式完毕后，所有人都回到工作岗位，等待着家长与小朋友们前来玩游戏与享用食物。我与朋友负责的位置是帮来宾们拍照，然后再把它印在日历上！每当有顾客在班级面前经过，我们就会拿着一些已经处理好的照片在他们面前费尽了唇舌，才让他们走进了室内！有的时候还会到登记处看看有多少人已经登记过！还可以和两位小妹妹一起聊天…而其中一位是-紫凌，她还蛮健谈的，也很乖巧！可是他却问了我一个问题，让我有点哭笑不得！“你是那一班的？”我只能微笑回答她：“姐姐啊已经毕业很久了，就是和你的张老师一样的！”她也“哦”了一声！

每当有小朋友前来拍照，我们总会负责带他们到更衣室去选择他们喜欢的服装！让他们穿的漂漂亮亮出来上镜头…看见他们脸上都带着可爱又无邪的笑容，自己也会更着开心起来！有些小朋友也很害羞，他只会静静地看着那一些服装，只要你问他“喜欢这一件吗？美不美？”他也只会点点头…所以我们就得帮他们作选择！可是看他们开开心心的坐在椅子上拍照，我们也会有一种满足感…

接着又来了一位超可爱的小男孩…他简直就变成了我们的焦点，每一个人都争着与他拍照。可是这小家伙却一点也不理会我们，只是一直得躲开！可是他却只接受伟杰一人…每一个人都是羡慕着！不过，还好伟杰把他给哄过来我才能顺利与他和照…这小家伙真的令全场轰动！哈哈…当他坐在椅子上拍照时，双手摆出了v字形，那模样更惹人喜爱。接下来，也有好多的小朋友前来拍照…我们都忙着与小朋友们穿上美丽的服装，让他们漂漂亮亮的上镜头…几乎每一位小朋友都前来找张老师合照，原来每一位学生都舍不得他！可见他的魅力真得很大…不过可以感受到他对小朋友们的关心与照顾。他这一位老师还真不赖！

忙了一整个早上，直到下午我们才享用我们的午餐!我们分别到食堂买了一些食物，一起在班上享用…随着时间的流逝，嘉年华也来到了尾声！我们帮忙收拾好一切后，大家都几乎累得趴在桌上睡着了！忙了一整天，纵使都累了，可是我们还一起去喝茶聚一聚！彼此都聊得蛮开心的^^

今天的每一个人都拥有了很美好的回忆！

工作...

2009-05-25T22:06:00.005+08:00

在爸爸办公室忙了几乎一个星期。几乎每一天都是到凌晨两三点，真的快倒下了！不过，还是得赶快帮忙把所有的歌处理完，才能确保万无一失...每一天都对着上百首的马来歌曲，真的闷到~~~可是别无选择，就只剩两种语言的歌曲还未检查！天啊，马来歌曲还有印度歌曲叻...不过，刚开始的那几天还可以撑到凌晨两三点，甚至还在办公室过了一夜，起床后继续工作...还真的是第一次叻！之前工作都是迟睡早起，不过这一次干脆在办公室逗留了一夜...挺不错的经验！只可惜，每一个人都几乎累坏了...工作当儿，虽然闷，可是还有一些音乐在四周环绕着，才不至于闷坏~偶尔与姐姐，堂弟还有妈妈聊一些有趣的话题，一边哈哈大笑一边继续自己的工作！想起在那里工作的第二个夜晚，我们都在那里逗留了，起床后直接继续工作...接近凌晨时分，忽然听见天花板上发出一些响亮的声音...感觉就好像有人在上面走着似的，不过却是老鼠出来工作了！第一次听见这种声音，还挺吓人的！被那声音吵得我都无法入睡了，所以很早就起床了！看大家都还在睡梦中，唯有一个人到了IT Room，泡了一杯茶，享用早餐边上网与朋友闲聊！等到所有人都起床了再继续各自的工作~~~

直到今天，终于快把马来歌曲完成了...接下来的，我们还真的一点都不期待！今天算了算，大概还需要两三个星期才可以把所有歌曲检查完...大家，加油吧！

感觉这几天真得很累，与朋友出去喝茶已经不想说话了！不过还好，当天晚上我们很早就回了...而我是被他们送回办公室！不过，轻松了一下在继续也不赖...

不一样的人，不一样的故事！

2009-05-20T00:22:00.006+08:00

累了就停下脚步到一所附近的咖啡厅休息一下。坐咖啡厅里，宁静的空间与动人的旋律，再加上一阵阵浓烈的咖啡香，可以让自己的情绪舒缓。

此刻的脑袋可以放空，再点上一杯自己喜欢的Cappucino来品尝！品尝着浓郁的咖啡，边阅读自己喜爱的小说，在放松的状态下，什么繁杂的事情都抛在九霄云外。哇...这真是一大享受！在咖啡厅里，上上网，与好友在线上聊天，谈心事，聊着一些八卦...在巧合之下，还会碰见一位好久不见的朋友。这时候，彼此就会有聊不完的话题。这一聊，就会是两三个小时。很多以往的趣事都会被挖出来高谈阔论，甚至大笑一顿！有的时候还可以从中知道一些自己不知道的事情。

好多的事情我们都无法预料...就好像你无法预料下一刻会遇到谁，会发生什么事，会做些什么...更预料不到你的好朋友与你另一位好朋友竟然在一起了！这些出乎意料的事情都是在不知不觉中发生了...在咖啡厅里，一边聊着这些往事，一边观察身边经过的每一位客人。此时，在身边与你插身而过的每一个人，都在发生着自己的故事。你不会知道他们是为了什么而皱起眉头，沮丧着脸，甚至一副无精打采的模样！他们或许在为公事烦恼，或许是因为与情人吵架了，也或许他们遇到了一些瓶颈！每一个人，每一天都会遇上不同的人，事与物。所以，我们只能顺其自然的让自己的故事继续的发生着。

炎热的下午...

2009-05-17T21:00:00.009+08:00

已经好一段时间没有让自己散散步了...

前一阵子还会与家人一起到公院跑步运动一下。

已经有五个多月了吧！

今天又兴致勃勃地到公园去运动一下

与爸爸还有秀玲一起去到了Manjalara公园

随着湖边绕了几圈

与秀玲两人就溜到了游乐处荡秋千

哈哈！^_^

两个人傻傻地想起之前到热浪岛时

是最后一次荡秋千

感觉还真有点不一样...

把秋千越荡越高

让风吹打在脸上感觉很舒服！

我们也爬上了山峰

待了好一会儿

两人在那里闲聊吹风

豆大的汗珠是不停的流下...

出了一身汗，

感觉是舒服的！

没想到秀玲可以与爸爸这么健谈，那么下次就可以再次一起出来跑步了^^

这样的经验...

2009-05-08T22:31:00.003+08:00

翻阅之前在俘罗交怡所拍的照片
好多的画面浮现在脑海里
我想起所有人！
在那里有很多很多的第一次

第一次成为领队
第一次独自离开家
第一次到这么远的地方工作
第一次与朋友们在外面生活
第一次得自己面对在外所发生的一切
每一个第一次都让我获益不少

还记得在去的路途中，一路上得担心一位学姐。他不适于搭长途巴士。到那里的第一天感觉很陌生。可是开始工作后，因为有负责人的带领下，还有不是都给与精神上的支持...让我们在那里工作即轻松又愉快。即使有的时候很多游客，每一个人都忙得喘不过气了...我们还是尽全力完成工作，把当成是一个学习的过程！在工作时，每一个人都很认真...一旦空闲时，我们就会站到一旁去喂鱼...哈哈！就因为我们是在靠海的露天餐厅，所以就可以让我们有这样的消遣活动！其实我们也不知道当时负责人看见我们时是好笑还是好气吧！不过他却只是对我们笑笑就离开了，或许他也觉得反正没客人嘛！可是，该认真的时候我们还是会收拾玩乐的心情，投入工作中...往往当我们下班回到宿舍时就想直接倒在床上不想起来了...每一天都得做上十个小时，简直就累坏了！甚至有好几天是十个小时以上，一直忙到半夜十二点多一点才可以回到宿舍休息...双脚和双手都似乎不是自己似的，累得不想动了...连续在那里忙了几天，每一天面对来自不同国家的游客，每一位都是和蔼可亲的，很好相处！在那里工作也擦出了很多火花...很多的插曲，当中也有尴尬，却都是很难忘的回忆...

工作之余，还可以与游客有些对话...甚至与他们打成一片，这是很轻松的工作环境!可是，一旦忙起来就真的是累坏人！客人的要求得一一达到，服务游客时还得微笑以对...纵使你累了，还是得让自己挤出那一丝的笑容！有的时候被一些霸道的游客说了两句，根本就笑不出来了...心里只想着“这个人到底什么时候离开？”不过，我们都知道这是无法避免的...所以，只有硬着头皮面对他们...因为“customer is always right!”

工作之余我们还不忘让自己轻松一下...就在闭幕过后的那一天，我们一群人租来了一辆车，一起出发到海边享受轻松一下...那一天真得很难忘！之后还一起享用了晚餐，真的很愉快。

在那里，获得的是丰富的经验，也感觉到了与一群朋友一起工作是如此开心的！甚至可以说已经演变成一个大家庭了...大家都是互相照顾，互相关心...那一份真挚的友谊会一直存在的！

发泄一下！

2009-05-06T12:51:00.003+08:00

上星期回到学院找导师聊天的时候，被托帮忙他盖卷纸...他说已经快开学了，可是还有好几个科目还未改完...就拿了一些科目回家批改...可见当老师还真不容易，看见学生的字体真的是美到><
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每一次心情不好都会一个人呆在家里听听音乐，上网聊聊天...就是不要让自己想太多！这两天，与这位好友午餐，喝茶...向他诉出心里的一切！在这之前，是他找我一起去唱歌发泄...这一次，倾听和聆听的角色对换了...很难得可以在一个人面前这么坦诚以对，我可以是那一个我！在他面前我无需隐藏自己情绪~

“你说他已经长大了，不必为他担心这么多！”“我说就是因为长大了，才会更担心！”

既然已经长大了就应该会想了！不是凡事都让其他人担心...只怕那一天,我也会放弃不管了！那就真的是...haizz~~~

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撇掉这些恼人的事情，我们也聊到了一些经营的事项！最近身边的朋友都有这样的念头，每一个都是不一样的概念...听见他们的提议，也挑起了我的一直以来的念头...所以，这一个话题可是说是持续不断的...也许现在只能从最小得规模开始，又有哪一个行业不是从最小的规模开始的呢？只要自己有了全盘的计划，就可以慢慢踏上经营的旅程！还有，倒下了一定要让自己勇于克服，不可以半途而废！这都是从爸爸身上得到的打从他开始经营自己的公司，也不断的转换，从他的经历可以看见很多东西，也学到很多！很多时候会蛮佩服爸爸的那一股勇气，他可以很大胆的尝试不同事业...与他聊天的同时，会把自己的想法告诉他，而他也会告诉我该怎么做！毕竟“姜还是老的辣！”近来都是满脑的经营念头，已经消失一段时间的动力又回来了！

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难得倾诉过后的我放松很多...还有他的胡闹与玩笑真的是有效^^谢啦，好友！

简单的...

2009-05-02T23:06:00.000+08:00

心烦了出去逛逛

伤心时大喊发泄一下

开心时就与朋友分享

有的时候不要太封闭自己

才能找到知心

试着让自己坦诚

不要隐藏内心的感觉

自己也可以豁然开朗^^

简单的幸福...

简单的快乐...

就如此简单！

检查报告...

2009-04-28T10:30:00.000+08:00

每一次扫瞄报告都是当天拿了就让医生解释的...这一次却需要等上一个星期再回到医院去拿报告。其实最不喜欢等待的那一个时候，因为自己会胡思乱想。加上最近又经常觉得头晕晕的，更不安。昨天到医院看了报告...报告显示肿瘤没有重生的迹象，可是每一次都会有一点点白色的痕迹...医生说是疤痕，所以不必担心...

医生与爸爸聊了很久...大概是太就没见面了吧！从之前，一旦爸爸与我一起到医院复诊的话，医生就会像似遇上老朋友一样，一聊就停不下来了！说了很多自己的手术成果，还把我的病例告诉了身旁的护士...他说我的情况是最危险的，因为肿瘤长在脑中央，那是最多神经线的，所以手术有一定的危险性...手术后可能会有后遗症,眼睛瞎掉，手脚残废或其它的，医生无法预测...可是当他与几位医生讨论过后，把详情告诉了爸妈，还是帮我动了手术...他说，这恶性肿瘤一般的后遗症，是有些病患没办法对抗的...不知道为什么，这一次听见医生说出这些手术后遗症的当儿，我鸡皮疙瘩都起来了！我想之前爸妈应该也是如此吧...我的手术这么成功，现在也健健康康的，看得出来他觉得很骄傲...而且已经八年了，肿瘤没重生的迹象...终于这一次听见医生说100%没问题了！

再听见医生说爸爸介绍的两位朋友，其中一位似乎没有好转，反而时而糟糕的情况...因为他没回到医院作化疗，所以才会如此...听起来有点可惜！那小孩现在大概只是上了中学吧！可是他的状况似乎不大乐观...

听见医生说了这一切，我也体会到了这一句话：“只要自己不放弃，就一定有希望！”可是，希望也是得自己坚持才可以有奇迹的出现...一旦自己都放弃了，就什么希望也没有了...

八年了...

2009-04-22T09:43:00.000+08:00

20.04.2009
已经两年没回到医院做检查了
今天又再次回到这之前对我来说并不陌生的地方
熟悉的味道以及一些熟悉的脸孔
算一算已经有八年了
在这八年里
发生的事情太多太多了
在医院登记后就在等待处等候医生到来
上一次的检查已经是2006年
看见Doctor Lim的同时，
感觉他还是与之前一样
可是白发却多了！
“爸爸没有来？”
每一次他都会与爸爸说很多关于自己的手术成功史，
可是这一次爸爸没来，
所以他也没说什么...
医生看了我最后一次的检查报告：
“还记得手术前我告诉过你她的肿瘤是恶性的，还是在脑里最危险的地方...可是，看她现在这样，真得很好...现在已经有八年了，大致上是可以说肿瘤是一百巴仙不会再重生了。”
医生还是一样双手按着我的头壳检查，
过后替我量了血压...
“有点高，所以要注意点！”
检查时，
他还告诉身旁的护士关于我的情况...
说我这特殊的情况可以这么成功，
真的很好！
他应该觉得很自豪吧！
检查完了，
也拿了MRI的表格...
所以明天还得到医院做扫描...

21.04.2009
医院里人很多
预约的时间也到了所以我就跟随医生到了扫描室内
扫描大概过了十五分钟
护士替我注射了一指针
这一次打针真的痛得我几乎就喊了出来...
很想问她到底会不会的啊？
怎么打针后还用拇指出力的按在针口上><
再过了十五分钟后就完成了这一次的扫描...
报告会直接送到医生那里
所以下星期再到医院看报告...

忽然想写...

2009-04-10T02:42:00.000+08:00

此刻的感觉与之前很相似...这几天被很多事情耽搁，只能把所有的时间投入在其他事情当中...忙碌之余，我只想有多一点的休息时间...可是已经习惯性早起的我，一定不能赖在床上。一旦双眼睁开了，就会从床上爬起来...有些时候，夜里躺在床上的我无法一会儿就入眠...那一个时候的我，脑袋自然而然就会出现很多画面...无可否认我是喜欢想东西的人，甚至想得很多！想到开心的画面，嘴角也会浮现一丝丝的笑容；想到难过的画面，有的时候会掉眼泪！就是这么感性...有的时候会觉得自己真的有点傻！只不过...最近的我很怀念小孩时期的我...当翻阅育幼时期的照片，很多的回忆都一一浮现在脑海里了！可是有些只是零零碎碎的记忆...不过，当我想起小学时期的那一刻~~~真的真的很想回到那一个时候！与朋友一起嬉戏的日子，一起上课的日子，一起比赛写功课的日子（当时的功课可是吓坏人的！一天之内是十本以上...），一起受罚的日子（几乎都是罚写，罚站...），还有很多很多的回忆...每一次想到他们，脸上总会挂着笑容...或许那一段回忆是最难忘的！偶尔几位好友一起出来喝茶聊天，总会把小学的回忆通通搬出来，让大家回忆！一旦说起都觉得蛮有趣的...

再来就是这两年在学院的日子...还记得当时刚到那里上课的第一天，每一个人的脸孔都很陌生。我则是一个人在大厅里等待集合时间的到来...导师都满健谈的，每一位都很好沟通。开始上课后的那几个星期，也认识了很多学院一起上课的朋友...有的时候班上就仅仅地几个人，有的时候却是满得就快把班上给挤破一样...一旦这一班同学在班上，耳根就无法清静...胡闹，打扰，总让你无法专心上课...可是一旦闷得快睡着的时侯，他们的胡闹可是最有效的！在学院与他们上了两个学期。学院举办一项活动...我参与了！大家一起筹备，布置，还有当天晚上一直忙到午夜十二点才回家的我们...大家在学院里度过了难忘的一天...虽然很累，可是我们都欢乐在当中！那一天过后，他们的毕业的日子也渐渐降临了！当时的心情当然舍不得...好几次都默默掉泪了！可是在他们面前我是笑着的,不想让他们知道我舍不得...尽管如此，几个星期过后的我们却是一起出发到另一个地方工作...出发那一个晚上，所有人聚集在车站，一伙儿乘搭巴士到玻璃市码头。当天晚上，我们这一班已经几乎沾满了了整辆巴士...只剩下几个位置是其他人的。

一路上，后座的一些朋友可是没停止说话...一路上有说有笑，不停的闹到每一个人都累了才肯休息...一直在凌晨四点多到达了码头，五点多就上船了。还蛮难受的一段行程，在船上的我根本不想站起来...船刚开没多久就开始晕船了！不过还好有吃了药好多了...与好友们一伙儿走上了船上，吹着海风看日出...凌晨的海风冷冷的，吹打在脸颊上，呼吸着那清新的空气，感觉很舒服~~~在那里工作了一周，真的获益不少！晚上工作完毕后，一伙儿到宿舍外去吃晚餐...经过那静静的小巷，再过一道马路...在餐厅里每一个人都七嘴八舌地讨论吃些什么！我想当时我们那一桌是最热闹的吧...哈哈！在那里与大家相处了一周的时间，我们之间的友谊已经到了像一家人那么亲密...真得很难的^^

纵使现在大家都毕业了，我们还是会约出来聚聚，分享彼此的生活上的琐事！难得的是，碰面时还可以像在学院时那样，真的很开心！真正的友谊，或许就是如此的简单！

空闲时，
脑袋就想了这些有的没的...
抒发也好，
胡言乱语也好...
就只想把心里的东西都丢出来...

发泄...

2009-04-07T18:47:00.000+08:00

原来唱歌真得是一个很好的发泄方法。这一个晚上，接到好友的来电。很少听他说心情不好的，也很少在他脸上看见难过的表情...他总是会开玩笑似的与你聊天。可是昨天的他，可以感觉得出来，他真得不开心！虽然他不说，可是我知道他既然拨了电话约了我出去，就一定不仅仅是想唱歌而已...平常闲聊时就已经什么都可以分享了，这一次也一样！不过在唱歌的同时，我们什么也没说，就尽管点歌，唱歌！一口气点了十几首歌...当他唱第一首歌的时候，我就已经觉得不对劲，可是什么也没问，就让他投入在唱歌，发泄自己的情绪！唱了大概半小时，另一位好友也来了...三个人在一间K房，而两个男生是有心事的！尽管让他们唱出心中的不悦与悲伤，而我也陪着他们一起唱出每一首歌...

他点了一首high歌“Zombie”...第一次两个男生在唱，“Another head hangs lowly,child slowly taken..........in your head in your head,zombie zombie zombie,eh...eh...eh...oh.....”他站到了沙发上尽情的喊了出来...唱歌的时候，大概是太high了吧！三个人笑得没停...一边喊一边笑，心情顿时轻松不少...希望他们也已经发泄了心中的不悦！实在唱得太起劲了，而且这一首歌真得很适合这一个时候，所以他又再次点了相同的歌曲...这一次他要我与他们一起喊...好吧，就一气闹咯！发泄一下心情真得好很多...再来就是Without you,也是一样几乎把玻璃箱唱翻了...开心就好!

唱了两个小时，已经接近十二点了，送我回家的同时，也与他聊了到底心中有什么不开心的事情！听他说出来后，感觉这一个男生真的真的动了真情！第一次，我听见他说自己哭了…当时我心里感觉很奇怪，不知道为什么感觉会如此强烈...我很想说出安慰他的话，可是我说不出口！也许是我不习惯面对这么正经的他。每一次闲聊都是嘻嘻哈哈的，可是这一次却是不一样的对话…是因为我也感受得到他的心里的感觉吗？或许！因为状况很相似，所以感觉特别强烈。不过，我还是给与鼓励...只希望他不要想太多！还有，女生会这么矛盾是正常的...可是我觉得一旦让彼此都感觉压力已经存在时，就该让彼此有个呼吸的空间，要是再继续就一定会很难堪！可以说那不是一个好的结果...双方都有感觉，可是却又不是真正的情侣...我知道这感觉很难受...看见她与其他人相处多过与自己相处，心里不时还会痛的感觉！这是正常的...不过，还是那句话，让彼此有适当的空间，对彼此都好！你很想得到真正的答案是没有错，可是也许对方的心里有什么障碍呢？也许她害怕去触碰呢？你不知道…你说自己不喜欢等…可是你是否知道有的时候,等待，也是一种幸福呢？

我相信你的真心她感觉得到…我也已经被你感动了！所以，给彼此多一点点的时间，或许对你们都好…^^

愚人节...

2009-04-02T11:39:00.000+08:00

昨天约了两位小学好友去午餐看电影
我们看了12Rounds...
进到戏院
里头的人根本不到二十个
第一次在这么少人的戏院看戏
因为预告还蛮长的
所以稳凤开始觉得有点想睡
不过当我转过头看她时，
似乎已经睡着了！
不过这一部电影的前一段还挺闷的
一开始真的有点不明白他们在演什么
虽然已经看了故事大纲
可是真的有点闷...
原来重点在后面...
就在我们闷的快睡着的时候
在接下来的剧情当中简直是投入在其中
即紧张又刺激的画面让我们三个目不转睛的看着屏幕...
看完电影我们也一起午餐
其实当时已经接近四点了...
难得这一天不必们在家里无所事事^^

与家人晚餐过后
我与姐姐还有未来姐夫一起去拿了验血报告
一切正常！
就只是我们每一个都得再注射Hepatitis A&B
注射之后的手是无力的...
回家路上看见很多的榴莲
想起妈妈说想吃...
我们三个就兴致勃勃地下车去买榴莲...
哈哈~

***对自己坦白了一些事情，感觉心里很自在...很轻松的一天^^

扫墓...

2009-03-28T17:52:00.000+08:00

很累的一天...
大概三个多月没这么早起床了吧！
闹钟六点就响起了
懒懒地从床上爬起来
梳洗好就下楼帮妈妈准备一切
每一年的清明节都是去两个地方扫墓...
祭拜了太公太婆
过后就到富贵山庄祭拜公公...
不知不觉公公已经离开12年了

今天的天气很热
有点受不了！
与姐姐把食物摆放好了
就开始上香！
未来姐夫也买了两瓶“黑狗”孝敬公公...
没想到他竟然卖了两瓶大的

“你是想灌醉我公公吗？”

哈哈！
在那同时，
平时就不正经的叔叔忽然要让我猜谜语
就奉陪咯！
谁知道...真的让我笑破肚皮...
题目还好，
答案就...oh my god...
在吃东西的每一个人都被他的答案逗笑了
吃饱了...也笑饱了...
再继续拜拜！
叔叔又再次要我坐到他身旁
又另一个问题...
这一次笑得眼泪都飚了出来...
我还说叔叔真的没有一点正经！
竟敢在公公面前说着一些东西...
不过，
有他的胡闹才不会让气氛这么闷...

今天的天气真的很热！
在那炎热的气氛下感觉很快就会中暑一样

回家途中爸妈也聊起了早几年前的清明节
每一次都是五辆车一起出动
儿子，媳妇，孙子每一位都到齐
三十多位的家庭成员
就在当天我们就可以与所有家庭成员聚在一起
不过在早几年前的清明节
我没出席
那个时候的我刚出院
还在康复当中
所以所有人都劝我得乖乖留在家里休息
那个时候，
妈妈就是那无微不至照顾我的那一位...

可是，
今年也并不是所有人都出席
但那一份温暖还是在存在
至少爸爸与其四兄弟没有一次缺席过...
扫墓当天也可以是家庭聚会
是应该把快乐也传达给已逝世的亲人^^

16.03 Steamboat Dinner

2009-03-17T13:50:00.000+08:00

再一次...

与这班好友聚在一起晚餐

感觉很愉快！

这一天下午与他一起吃午餐

随后再到鱼店买他公司的鱼食

我们逛了三间鱼店...

从他口中我知道了很多的鱼...

买了鱼食再陪他去修鞋

在车上等了接近半个小时

手机响起..."Almost liao,the maker very slow de...hehe..."

其实没什么啦！

大概两点送我回到家里

要我休息一会准备傍晚与学院的朋友的约会

也约好待会儿来接我的时间~~~

接近七点他与美璇到了

一路上手机响个不停

是Wan和Stephanie...

这两夫妻还真的是合得不得了...

两人轮流拨电给我们

“where are yours?we all here ald...”

“will be reach within 15 minute...”

手机不停响，

让他也开始不耐烦了...

又遇到一小段的堵车...

还好，

总算让我们顺利到达也碰到他们了...

Wan,Stephanie,Anson,Micheal,Eric,Alex,Mei Sean

都是今晚到场的朋友

本来打算在Sunway Pyramid里面吃

可是最后我们还是换了地点，

去了Yuan Steamboat~~~

这是我第二次到那里...

想起那一次弟弟与堂弟们在那里等着那鸡翅

随后再与其他人抢的模样就觉得好笑！

没想到这情况还是一样!

那里的著名鸡翅...果然...

每一次出炉一定是不到五分钟就被抢光了...

一边吃就一边聊还蛮愉快地！

每一次的Steamboat总是很快觉得饱了...

可是身边朋友都要我再吃

真的撑不下了我也停手了...

等他们吃完桌上的食物同时

我们也聊了很多

Alex可是吃了很多的虾...

我还笑说：“你可以把整只虾拚回去了！”

他还真地把虾壳在组织回去

很搞笑！

所有人都吃饱了...

Anson也说了很多冷笑话让我们笑翻了...

每一个人都笑得受不了了...

笑饱了...

Wan又扯到我头上来...

还是一样的话题

“人少少，认了啦！到底是不是叻?”“Hui Mei,say la...”

我没说话，

只是微笑...

其实当时已经感觉脸颊已经热到...

不过我什么也没说就等他回答:

“真的不是！”

闹了好一会儿终于过去了

我松一口气！

买单后就各自回家去了...

这一个聚很愉快...

可是有一点的瑕疵...

也许每一个人都会友感觉到吧！

不过，

开心就好...

***今天没想到他会出现，更在晚餐的时候作出一些令人受不了的事情！我不知道他是为什么，可是有点受不了他们玩成这个样子！***

14.3白色情人节

2009-03-14T16:43:00.000+08:00

白色情人节~~~
今天很轻松...脑袋放空什么都没想...很舒服的一天！^^

你呢？

照计划走就对了...

2009-03-11T17:05:00.000+08:00

放不下就不要强迫自己了...
一切就照现在的计划去就好了...
原来不只我一个人是这样的想法...
身边这一位朋友也是与自己一样，
因为担心所以选择放弃...
毕竟家人永远胜过一切！
我们都不想自己后悔...
昨天晚上约了一位朋友碰面，
拿了一些她就读的学院资料...
听她说了很多的经历与学院的一切...
彼此还聊到心中所想的...
互相鼓励了一下...
只要我们有心，
一切都可以达成的...
哪怕是很久以后的事~~~
我们聊了很多很多...
我也有所决定了！

今天爸回到医院复诊...
是好消息！
心里放下一大半...
虽然可以乘搭飞机出国了，
但还是希望他多休养一阵子...
凡事好起来了！
加油加油...^^

很累了...

2009-03-09T21:32:00.000+08:00

感觉很累…
思绪很乱..…
也想很多…
真得很累很累…
累得不想说话，
什么都不想做
只想找个没人的地方大声地喊出来…
到底那里可以让我发泄一下？？？

每当风平浪静了
却又被破坏…
拜托拜托…
你不要再这样了！
我不想再看见他这样…
我会怕…真得会怕…
你的固执…你的任性…
该停止了…
他真得会受不了的！

我答应...最后一次...

2009-03-06T15:24:00.000+08:00

怎么这么难？
想那么多干什么？
根本就不必担心的...
都不知道你为什么总是想那么多？
要作出一个决定其实没这么难
是我自己过不了我那一关...
我知道自己想什么！
你们告诉我的...
我都收到...真的...
我已经决定了可是却被那突如其来的一句话影响了
我很容易受影响！
开始受不了自己了！
很气...真得很气这样的自己...

我说：“我过不了自己这一关！”
你说：“都是借口...只要是你所选，没有人可以阻止的，只要你肯塔出那一步！”
我说：“我已经作了决定...可是，就因为那一句话，让我放弃了那一个念头...”

说我想太多也好，借口也好，我只知道那一个就是我放不下的！
"Just go to achieved ur dreams and never give up in life..."
这一句话不停得浮现在脑海里
可是我知道自己一天放不下就不可能踏出那一步...

够了...
刚刚已经做出了决定
也答应了...
不要再三心二意了...
踏出了那一步你才可以往前...

特别的一晚...

2009-03-05T17:58:00.000+08:00

几乎一年多没与他碰面了

这一位飞到迪拜实习的好友休假回来了

难得再次约出来碰面所以我也出席了

这一次他们约在Mid Valley碰面

在去的路上是有一点小迷路

最后还是顺利到达目的地...

谢谢送我到地点的朋友~~~

拨了电话给Alex

再到了他的店里！

看到他之后才...(不想说，免得他又...哈哈！)

在YUZU餐厅待了好一会儿

他也联络了其他人确定他们到了再碰面

我们到了CAREFORE找Long姐

“你看到一个背着很大的背包，整个aunty样的就是她了...”
“要是让Long姐听到你就糟糕了...哈哈！”

我们绕了好一会儿还是找不到她

原来她在另一处买东西

随后她再到Post Office寄邮包

到了Yo Sushi也见到了另一位好久没碰面的学长-Richie

我们在那里享用晚餐一边等待主角到来

真得真的很想念着一位好朋友

一年没见了~~~

我很想念的这位好友回来了^^

一见面当然是拥抱问好咯！

一坐下来就聊个没停了...

他与我们分享了自己在那里的工作经历

“The 3rd day i was there,i cried...because i did something wrong and i felt hard...while the chef asked me cook some of the food,i nv learn in college b4,i'm really really embarrassed...so i told myself i must harworking...so i keep learn n learn from them...the most tough was during my competition,tat time i'm so stress...i smoked a lot!(sorry har,Hui Mei...but onli tat time i smoke lot onli...during work time i smoked less...i admit!you dont angry har...)”

他与我们分享很多...

难过的...开心的...难忘的...辛苦的...

在那里的每一刻都令他印象深刻...

晚餐后Richie也可以下班了

我们又到了Finnegan's...

第一次与朋友到Pub...

那里的环境还好音乐环绕在Pub~~~

这一晚每一个人都喝酒

而我点了一杯“Tequila Sunrise”

在那里也是聆听他的经历...

我也告诉了他们学院一切

其实每一个人都会觉得不说自己是从那里毕业来的好...

当时我有点小醉...

感觉有点飘浮似的...

根本不想说话...

坐在那里听他们聊咯！

过了一会儿也好多了...

Wan还说会帮我索取一些大学资料

他告诉我“i hope u can achieved ur dreams like i do.And nvr give up in life...”

Thanks,Wan...
大概十一点多，

Alex和我就到了LRT Station回到Kepong centre...

一路上我们聊了很多...

回到家里已经是十二点多了...

上床休息之前我传了信息给他与Wan...

今天晚上的感觉很特别...

与这位一年没碰面的朋友相聚真得很开心...与他也聊蛮多的...逗嘴...闲聊...很愉快的一个夜晚...一些回忆，一些话...我都会记在心里的！

27/02

2009-02-28T10:53:00.000+08:00

一整天呆在家里闷得没事情做
就只是在网上与好友及他闲聊
早上也接到稳凤来电说迟点会到家里来
所以在家里闷了一个早上…
原来他是要来借电脑的
在家里聊了很多…
笑容总是挂在嘴上的她没有一刻是不笑的
看见那样子也会与她一样
也不知道是为何的笑一番
大概聊了两个多小时，
忽然手机响起…
原来是秀玲…

“你等下的空吗？要不要一起去看戏？”
“我们看六点半那一场…”

当时已经是五点多了…
一整天在家闷透了，
所以就一口答应了！
稳凤第二天也与朋友看同一部戏
所以她也顺到搭秀玲的车回家了…
好一阵子没与秀玲出去了

今天我们看了“幸福万岁”…
在电影还没开播之前
与秀玲聊了一会儿…
这一部戏有好笑…
电影播完已经是晚上八点多了…
我们也拨了电话给丽珍和清湄
四个人一起想用晚餐！
好久没与你们局在一起了！
还蛮想念你们的~~~
也许太久没见面了
我们几个在车上也闹了一番
真的很开心…
我们到了Johnson Town享用晚餐
当时是没什么胃口
但还是吃了一点…
两个伴唱的男女
让音乐不断回响在餐厅里
静静的听着他们演唱
这情景…很舒服…
好几首都是我喜欢的歌！

一直聊得不知时间过，
渐渐的已经快踏入晚间十二点了！
我们还不忘要拍照…
与他们分享了很多很多…
很轻松的一夜！
下次我们再聚咯…

铭记在心...

2009-02-26T14:25:00.000+08:00

生日是一年一次真正属于自己的一天
今年的生日与往年不一样
爸妈给了我一个很完美的生日party
过后再与学院及小学朋友在外庆祝
这感觉是快乐的！
这几天的庆祝都让我深深印在脑海里了
朋友们的祝福我会记得
还有你们送的礼物我也会好好收藏…
25/2这一个夜晚我会记得的
你们给了我一个难忘的生日与聚会
还与愉敏的生日碰到同一天
更是值得庆祝…
出席的有愉敏（另一个寿星女），蕙珊，美仪，咏芯，咏麟，润雯，美君，玉美，洁欣，威威，晋慷还有我…
享用了晚餐我们聊很多（几乎都是八卦）
尤其是他…（应该知道是谁了咯！）
聊了很多，
彼此也互相了解境况…
与美君分享了一些事
她却一直在闹我
就连说要喝咖啡
她也学着他的口气来骂我…真的很搞笑…
但还是乖乖听话…哈哈！

润雯也参与我们的话题…
说实在的，
你真的变很多…
也许很久没见了吧！
现在已经是个美女了~
每一个人的学业…事业…还有什么心事…情事，
通通都说出来了！
看来最得意的就是他了咯！
最近与其女生似乎有很好的进展~祝福你…
可是为什么每一次跟你分享这一种事情的当儿
昨天的爱心汉堡…
即使肚子饿了也只是叫了一杯饮料
直说要留着肚子吃拿爱心汉堡
可以感觉到你的心里有多在乎她…(其实有的时候你应该主动一点，免得机会溜走咯！)

晋慷是放假回来…
这未来的大医生与之前不一样了…
原来他也恋爱了！
与他也只是聊了近况…
接到了好友从上海拨电话回来给与祝福…
真的很感动…（生病了，要照顾好自己啊！）
有那么一瞬间我很想念她~~~
真的希望她今晚也在场…
在场的每一个人都与雪薇聊了好一会儿…
最后手机又落在我手上
“记得要照顾好自己啊！”
手机挂上了，
她也留了一句话给威威：“告诉要想念我！”
看见他的表情有惊喜到咯！呵呵…
最搞笑的是，
明明就不会客家话的王少爷偏偏要跟我和愉敏斗嘴
你的客家话真的是厉害到极点...
我只能给你一个“服”字
全场人都笑翻了
就连你自己也有一点受不了了吧?!
客家话还跟我加上福建话...
简直就是...
OMG...笑得眼泪都飙出来了...

一位服务员送来了一个生日蛋糕…
是有surprise到…
原来是他们买的…
所有人为我们两个寿星献上生日歌…
还分什么农历和阳历的…
所以生日歌是两个版本分别献给两个寿星
真的很有趣！（真得很爱你们…）
过后就许愿

“你可以做个许愿的样子出来吗？生日就是要许愿的啦…”
“好好好！许愿许愿…”

拍了很多的照片…
每一张都是值得留念的…

今晚的聚会对我来说真的很特别！很愉快的一个夜晚…一切都很难忘！文俊来不及赶到不要紧，你的祝福与心意已经收到了…这一个特别的夜晚，我将会深深印在脑海里…谢谢你们的祝福，也给了我一个这么难忘的生日…

心@空间

07.12.2011

久违的部落格！

after the month~~~

真的是极点了!!!

14.5.2010

Gambateh^^

21.28 19/04/2010

一个倾诉者的聆听者

Thanks for all the birthday blessing^^

New Semester~

三人约会~~~

Happy and Sad~~~

Fight for the new semester!

Starting the new sem...

Welcome 2010!

Let go???

00:55

平安夜!!!

是轻松了！！！

~A Motivation Camp with the kids~

Holidays...

Study Week!!!

Recently...

Trip to Borneo Highland...

现在是00.42

一切来得太突然了！

想你了~~~

Prom at 22.10.2009

Dinner at YUZU restaurant 19.10.09

依然存在着！

erm...no idea~~~

Dinner in college...

Recently...

可以消失吗？

Cameron Highland's trip~~~

Have a short break!!!

Why don't just relax for few minute?

22.34...14/9

又一个周末了~~~

Can i do that???

One by one...

小小的聚会!

This Three Days...^^

Feel free now~~~

Finally can relax^^

Luckily All done~~~

23/8...

Tired day...

Stressing!!!

My Convo...^^

Sick again><

慢慢接受...

Stressing...

消费者与服务员...

An interesting trip...

就这样吧！

我爱的你们！

开始营业...

接二连三的...

控制不了的思绪！

小小的聚会！

还是打败仗！

美好的回忆！

工作...

不一样的人，不一样的故事！

炎热的下午...

这样的经验...

发泄一下！

最近的话题...

简单的...

检查报告...

八年了...

忽然想写...

发泄...

愚人节...

扫墓...

16.03 Steamboat Dinner

14.3白色情人节

照计划走就对了...